While doing my paper works. Narinig kong may kumatok sa pinto. I just ignore it cause i know si mama 'yon at hindi nga ako nagkamali.
I closed my laptop and faced her. She smiled at me and touched my hair.
"Are you done with your paper works?"she asked then I nodded
Hindi ko pa nasabi sa kanya 'yong tungkol sa panliligaw ni felix. I think ito na 'yong perfect time para sabihin ko sa sanya.
"Ma?" Nakangiti syang tumingin sa akin. "Nasabi ko sayo 'yong tungkol kay felix diba? And you know that I like since I was in high school."pagpapatuloy ko
Hindi ko alam kung saan ako nakakuha ng lakas ng loob para masabi ito kay mama
"I never forget that nak, naaalala ko palagi mong kinikwento sa akin kung gaano mo siya ka gusto."she said
I always said everything to mama. Lahat ng mga nangyayari sa akin alam niya.
"So what's with felix?"she asked
"3 years ago he confessed his feelings, I was happy that time but I didn't say that I also like him. I'm nervous and I'm still young."I said honestly "kaya nung nalaman kong wala na siya nasaktan ako! Hindi ko man lang nasabi na gusto ko din siya!"pagpapatuloy ko
Every time I remember what happened years ago nasasaktan ako. I mourned for his death. I wasn't there when he buried. Sinisi ko ang sarili ko sa aksidenteng nangyari.
Akala ko ay wala na siya kaya labis akong nasaktan ng bigla ko nalang siya nakita. Ilang taon kong sinisi ang sarili ko sa nangayare. Ilang taon akong nagluksa pero hindi dapat dahil hindi naman talaga siya nawala.
"Buhay siya diba? Ikaw na ang nagsabi nyan. God give you another chance to be with him."my mama said
"Yes ma!and i want to tell you na palagi kaming nagkikita ni felix."
Nakangiti siyang tumango. Noon palang ay gustong gusto na ni mama si felix.
"Mama?"
"Hmm"
"He said he still like me"I said shyly
She smiled "then? You confessed your feelings too? Don't tell me na hindi"strikta niyang sambit. I chuckled
"I said that the feeling is mutual"I proudly said "and now he's courting me ma."mahinang saad ko sa huling sinabi Pero,alam ko dinig 'yon ni mama
She hugged me "follow your heart anak! Always remember that mama is here for you. Basta tandaan mo you need to prioritize your studies. It's okay if you have a boyfriend. Know your limitations. Don't worry about your papa."she said while hugging me
I'm so blessed to have a mother like her. She's not just a mother. She's my best friend and my everything.
"Thank you so much mama!I'm so lucky that you're my mother!I love you "
"I love you too,anak.sige na magpahinga kana. you have class tomorrow!"
Lumabas na si mama kaya nahiga na ako sa kama. My phone rang
"Hello?"
"Glad you're still awake!"he said in other line
"Oum, how are you?"
"I'm okay! Kakatapos lang mag review at magbasa. How about you?"he said
"Okay lang din."
I miss him already!I wanna see him
"Vi? Still there?"
"Oum"
"What's wrong?"
"I miss you."
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