[sahar.luna] billieeilish: sahar
sahar
huh
unblock me on imsg
why
i wanna ft
what if i don't want to
u don't really have a choice mama
flashbacks 😱
from?
you used to call me mama
when we were "dating"
i don't like u
why "dating"
because we weren't really
together
yea we were
sorry we just "weren't meant to be"
ahhhh i told u im seriously a liar
a pathological one at that
mmmmm ok
unblock me
i got a new number
den give it to me
xxx-xxx-xxxx
billie would like to facetime..
"hello?" billie says.
i forgot how attractive her voice is. "hi." i say.
"what you doing?" she asks.
"uh nothing really, what about you?" i ask.
"nothing." she says. "why can't i see your face?"
i put my face in the camera and smile. "happy now?" i ask.
she smiles then licks her lips. "something like that, how's your day going?"
"it's going okay, how about yours? aren't you on tour again or something like that?" i ask.
"it's going good, and yea."
"how's that?" i say as i look at her.
she smiles. "good because i don't have to be around brandon all the fucking time and i get to see the people i love everyday."
"im not even gonna say anything." i say laughing.
"no say it." she says.
i shake my head. "why don't you like being around him?" i ask her.
"he's such a asshole, listen the other day he said he wanted to have sex and i lied and was like nah im on my period, then he goes that doesn't mean your mouth doesn't work and i was like i don't feel like it and he took my phone and told me not to be like that, like what the actual fuck." she finishes.
my face scrunches in disgust. "uh." i say. "did you end up doing, you know."
her cheeks flush red and she looks away and my mouth immediately widens. "billie..." i say.
"what?" she asks.
"you really did?" i ask.
"i mean he's my frien-" she stops her self. "boyfriend so i had to do it." she licks her lips again for the fourth time.
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Romancewhy did i fall for her? i knew she would hurt me, and i let it happen over & over again. - sahar
