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nessia: 🚭 not a juul.
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sahar.luna: it's weed whore
username38: and she's STILL pretty wow
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"hey." i say, im very high right now. like i can barely keep my eyes open, my words are kinda slurred, and i don't even know what's going on around me.
she looks worried, and a bit frustrated. im not really in the mood to argue right now though so if that's what she's trying to do im just gonna hang up. "are you okay?"
i move my hair from my face. "im fine, are you?"
"mhm." she replies.
we both don't say anything for a little bit, and i know she wants to say something but she's trying to find the right way to say it.
"you by yourself?" she questions.
"yep."
"i don't wanna get you mad but you've been smoking a lot lately, more then usual." she tells me.
i look around and smile. "i guess so, yea."
"i feel like it's maybe to much." billie stares at me, waiting for a reply.
i giggle. "why do you think that?"
billies POV
i furrow my eyebrows at her, first it was alcohol and now it's weed. "because you don't even know whats going on right now for starters."
she laughs loudly. "you're right."
"are you home alone?" i question.
"yepp, all alone." she says in a sing-song voice.
i immediately start to worry, i don't want her to do anything stupid. and she tends to do stupid shit when she's under the influence. "why are you smoking so much?"
she hesitates for moment then looks to the side. "im spiraling dude."
"what do you mean?"
"i don't know honestly."
"how much did you smoke today?"
"all these questions wowww." she laughs. "but like what nessia posted and then a blunt or two."
i roll my eyes and shake my head, genuinely pissed off. "sheesh sahar."
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