it's friday, im sitting in my room alone and watching some random cartoon on my tv, while my sister and her boyfriend argue in the other room.
it's been a whole week since billies answered my texts or calls. ive even try to contact her on instagram and snapchat but still no answer. ive lowkey been feeling kind of bad about myself just in general, and when that happens the first thing i resort to is alcohol or weed. i don't know why. which is what is happening now, im high.
now usually i would be crying or angry but for some reason im not, maybe it's because i know i didn't do anything wrong, maybe it's because im not sober but i just know that i don't feel any type of anger towards this situation. it's her, she's mad at something that her imagination made up and there's nothing i can do about that.
i haven't texted or called her in about two days and i don't plan on doing so because a phone goes two ways.
she's even posted multiple times on her page and story but still doesn't answer me. it's crazy how she was literally sad and saying stuff like "you'll probably leave me for some else" blah blah blah but literally has the audacity to not answer me, that girl operates in a weird way.
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5,522,712 likes billieeilish: last night was crazyyyy username28: had such a good time omg username27: I LOVE YOU BILLIE username05: me waiting for sahar's like and comment username15: 😍😍😍 username13: i got butterflies just from looking at you username10: beautiful ❤️ username26: WHERES SAHARS LIKE?? username41: umm are you and sahar okay
there she goes again, posting without answering me. i honestly hope she knows that she's hurting herself more then she's hurting me.
im not even gonna give her the satisfaction of liking her posts or even paying her any attention. im just gonna hang out with my friends, and enjoy my time with them. i also broke my phone, which sucks so i have to use my x for a bit.
imessage ama let's go out
where too?
we'll figure it out
okay 👍
see you in a half an hour
alrighty
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