i get out of my car and walk towards her. "madison, im sorry but im really not in the mood to talk right no-" she looks up at me and i stop mid sentence, her mascaras running down her face and her eyes are bloodshot red.
"what's wrong?" i bend down and look at her.
"me and isabella got into another fight, but this one was worse then the others." she giggles and wipes her nose.
"come on." i say and grab her hand, maggie looks at me and i just shake my head.
we all walk into my place, taryns not home, and neither is nessia so at least i won't hear any criticism from anybody.
i bring her to the couch and sit down next to her, maggie sits on the floor and looks up at us.
"wanna tell me what happened?" i ask her.
"so basically i caught her cheating on me with this guy, she says she was under the influence but i don't really know. im just sick of her shit, but i know i won't leave her." madison starts crying.
maggie laughs. "why are you here then."
i quickly look over at maggie and widen my eyes. "sorry." she says quietly.
"even though we're not close anymore i knew you wouldn't be rude to me. i literally have no one else sahar, everyone fucking hates me." she goes in for a hug and i rub her back.
maggie rolls her eyes and i smile at her. "well im here for you." i say once i pull away.
"thank you." she says.
"are you and banana living together?" i ask her.
"yeah, she moved in with me a few months ago. i don't wanna go back there."
i say the first thing that comes to mind. "you can stay here for a little if you want." i smile.
her eyes immediately light up. "really?"
"yeah." i say.
she hugs me again. "thank you sahar, i really appreciate it."
"no problem."
madison yawns. "wanna take a nap in my room?" i ask.
"yeah, sure."
i motion for her to go and she smiles at us both once more before going.
when she closes my door i look over at maggie and smack my head gently. "what's wrong with me?" i whisper.
"you're too fucking nice, that's what's wrong with you." she tells me.
i groan and sit back. "i hate myself, but it was the first thing that came to my head."
"yeah, think before you speak babe." maggie laughs and i flip her off.
"first billies possibly cheating on me, then taryn is living here, not that i mind that at all, but now madison too? im tired dude." maggie comes and sits next to me and i lay on her lap.
"i told you, we'll figure it all out." she tells me.
"thanks maggie, i love you." i say.
"i love you too."
my phone dings so maggie grabs it. "it's billie."
"what'd she say?"
"that's a paragraph bitch, you read it out loud." maggie says and i sigh before grabbing my phone.
"i don't know what i did and why you're not answering my messages but i love you, i know you're mad at me, for what? i don't know but i wanna fix it. your my everything and i don't wanna lose you." i say. "that's not even a long paragraph."
"im lazy, sorry. are you gonna text her back though?" maggie asks.
i shut my phone off. "nope."
•
i open my eyes and look over to see maggie asleep. a yawn leaves my lips before i sit up and look around.
"madison?" i call out.
"yeah?" she replies back from my room.
i get up and open the door. "are you hungry or anything?"
"no, i ate this morning." she tells me.
"that was hours ago, do you want me to make you something?" i take the hair tie from around my wrist and put my hair up.
she smiles at me. "yeah, sure."
"okay." i say.
"um do you have any extra clothes i can wear? i wanna take a shower but i didn't bring anything, i left in a rush." she asks.
i smile. "look." i walk into my room and give her a pile of clothes.
"these are all the clothes you left here."
"thank you." she smiles widely.
i nod and walk to the kitchen so i can start cooking something.
i fill a pot with water and put it on the stove.
my phone starts ringing so i grab it to see billies name going across the screen. i sigh before accepting it.
"yeah?" i ask her.
"are you mad at me?" she asks, she looks like she's been crying.
"are you crying?" i ask, now i feel bad.
"are you mad at me?" her voice cracks and i look at her sadly.
"no." i lie.
"then why won't you talk to me? what did i do?"
i shake my head rub it gently. "i-i don't know billie, i didn't mean to upset you or anything."
"you didn't, i just wanna fix what's wrong. tell me what's going on." she says quietly.
"im only gonna ask once because i don't wanna fight, i'm tired. but whats going on between you and natasha?" i ask.
"nothing i swear, she keeps messaging me and saying weird shit and sending me pictures." billie explains.
i furrow my eyebrows. "why don't you block her then?"
"i would if i could, but my team already brought her onto a merch project, she's part of the shoot so i can't lost contact with her until after." she says.
"and why is she sending you shit like this in the first place? like where'd this all come from?"
"we used to be friends a long time ago and it turned into friends with benefits typa thing. but we stopped and then my team thought that she fit the vibe of the photo shoot i guess so that's how it all happened." she tells me.
i take a deep breath. "i think we should take a break."
"what? why?" billie quickly wipes a tear from her face.
"just for a few weeks, i don't feel secure in this relationship right now." i say honestly.
she sniffs and looks down. "okay, i love you."
"i love you too." i say and smile at her. "ill talk to you soon, okay?"
"okay, bye sahar."
"bye bil." i hang the phone up.
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