written on 10/5/20
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i'm numb.
there's no weight holding me down
i don't know how i got here again
but i don't like it
it's such a horrid silence
i'm aware of how much love i give
but now
there is nothing
where did it go?
how do i keep going?
it's not over
far from it
but repetitive motions
divine and sinful
let me hear your voice
in new ways
let me seal your fate
with new desires
let me lead you down the wrong path
take you over completely
helpless
begging
let me look through the mirror
to find the person i lost
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taken from my "forbidden" journal i don't normally share because the things i write in there don't always make sense, also pretty personal haha. but i hope you enjoyed it love you and see you later.
YOU ARE READING
folie
Poetryjournal-like entries taken from my journal filled with poems and tales that might not make much sense to you. read if you don't mind it, though.
