folie

credit where it's due

written on 10/30/20

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once again there's forbidden fruit

i know i cannot have

so i must find some will to use

or else i will not last

i keep walking through the trees

hoping someone else will find me

in my mind you never leave

because you're something i'm denying

how you're speaking

seems so freeing

such desirous words

it's too easy

to deceive me

please don't let this hurt

i whisper prayers 

and all my fears

yet you're still there

to dry my tears

i'll start to love

you start to give

what i've dreamed of

a chance to live

i take the fruit

and steal a bite

you follow suit

we start to dive

into the dark

with no regret

you've made your mark

and sealed my debt

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hello lovelies hope you'll have a good day today. i'm just feeling all over the place and haven't written in a hot minute but i hope you enjoy :)