folie

i shouldn't miss you

written on 11/9/20

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i'm sorry that this is what we have become

if i made you feel like you've no choice but to run

you know i still care

and i'll always be there

so please don't you hide

and shield truth with your lies

no matter how much i watch

all these moments tick by

this time never stops

and i wish i knew why

i want you to hold

as it grows cold

but you are never around

and i wish i was bold

so i could've told

but as always i don't make a sound

i fear what you'd say

and i'd try to act "tough"

but at the end of the day

i was never enough

i shouldn't depend

on someone i don't know

i don't want this to end 

i don't want you to go

now will you please stay?

give me peace of mind?

i won't fade away

if you promise you're mine

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i hate that i'm letting this get to me. but today has just been a really bad day for me so we shall see how i continue. love you and thank you for reading. <3