Oi, umurku 28!

Bab 36

(A/N: Yup, early update. Sorry kalau semakin tak menyeronokkan. Or, may be makin tak logik? O.o)

"Are you serious?," soal Hakim lalu tergelak besar. Hmm, sekarang dia anggap soalan aku main-main pulak.

"Yes, I am serious,"

"Yea lah sangat, so what kalau saya pernah suka cikgu saya, oohhh, awak nak pandang kotor kat saya ke sekarang?," bentak Hakim. Nasib lah kelas aku ni dah kosong. Kalau depan murid lain dia buat macam tu kat aku. Habis kepala dia ni lah.

"Awak jatuh cinta kat manusia kan?,"

"Apa jenis soalan ni,"

"Then no, saya tak akan pandang kotor pada kamu, Hakim,"

"Are you sweet talking me now?,"

"You think?," soalku kembali. Hakim memandangku dengan wajah benggangnya. "No, Kim. Cikgu benar-benar nak tolong kamu selesaikan masalah kamu,"

"Dan masalah saya adalah?,"

"Kepercayaan," sebutku. Hakim menjulingkan matanya. "Look, cikgu tahu cikgu macam orang asing kat kamu,"

"Kalau tahu kenapa masih nak tahu?,"

"Hakim,"

"Yea?,"

"Jatuh cinta tak salah, sekalipun kamu jatuh cinta sesama kucing atau monyet,"

"Em. Ew?,"

"Shut up and listen. Cikgu cuma nak kamu tahu, jangan kerana seorang, kamu terus lontarkan kepercayaan kamu ke tong sampah," marahku bila dah mula bosan melayan sikap acuh tak acuh Hakim.

"Saya tak rasa kelas kami memerlukan kepercayaan saya lagipun, like I said, saya sudah gembira hidup macam ni, my family lagi tak bother kan saya, so why, you, only my GP teacher, act as if you are my relative?,"

"I am your relative, in Islamic,"

"Argh, sudah lah cikgu, saya memang tak nak ubah the way I live, I am fine, so thank you je for your concern," kata Hakim sambil beredar dari kelasku. Tapi sempatku tahan supaya dia tak lari.

"Stop lying," perintahku. "You are not fine,"

"Stop concerning," kata Hakim. "You are faking it,"

"Mana ada!,"

"Yes, you are," kata Hakim semakin lemah nada suaranya. "And I really appreciate kalau cikgu stop the act,"

"No,"

"Yes, please,"

"Hakim, sulking like this doesn't help,"

"Sulking?," marah Hakim. "You call this sulking? Well, I call this defending,"

"Defending dari apa?,"

"People like you," ucap Hakim ringkas. "Cukup lah sekali kepercayaan saya dikhianati, saya dah tak..saya dah tak ada kepercayaan untuk diberi lagi,"

"Ini bukan pasal cikgu tu saja kan?,"

Hakim memandangku. Wajah terkejutnya jelas terpamer. Jackpot!

"Is it to do with the issue at home?,"

"Don't,"

"I see,"

"Stop it! You fake! Saya tak perlukan mata simpati tambahan lagi!,"

Kini Hakim sudah mula nak membuka langkah untuk meninggalkan kelasku.

"Hakim," kataku memegang tangannya dari pergi.

"Don't touch me!,"

Terumbang ambing ku dibuatnya apabila Hakim menepisku dengan kuat. Akibatnya, kepalaku tersendung dengan mejaku.