Tolkien Elven Imagines and Headcanons Volume 1

145. Feanorians Comforting Their Sister

+ After each loss of your brothers

- The moment that the Kinslaying happens, it becomes very apparent to the Feanorians that there will be a lot of loss, including the possibility of it happening amongst them. If anything they would have been very insistent that you stay behind with your amille.

- But when you grow insistent to follow them to Arda, they do little to stop you but do their best to try and protect you from all the physical danger that they can.

- When you lose your Atar, you and your brothers take the lose very hard, even if he had descended into madness. It didn't take away from all the great things he had done for all of you.

- While your brothers do little to comfort each other- with the exception of possibly Maglor and the twins- most will do their best to comfort you. Especially if you're taking it extremely hard.

- Each brother indulging you with comforting words, or jokes, or reminiscing. Or if its too much for you to handle with speaking on it, Maglor, Maitimo and the twins will be happy to hug and hold you while you cry.

- Come the 2nd Kinslaying, you'll certainly lose more than you had ever lost before.

- Losing 5 out of your 7 brothers, while the loss is nothing new as you had lost your uncle and cousins as well, it still comes as a hard hit.

- By this point Maedhros and Maglor both struggle to find how to comfort you, knowing that the loss is only probably going to continue until you are left alone and by yourself.

- Though Maglor certainly doesn't deny you the physical comfort when you come looking for it, happy to hug you close to him.

- Though his once affectionate and reassuring words no longer are there, nor is the reminiscing and joking. The gravity of the situation weighing heavily on the three of you.

- Maedhros will find ways to spend time with you even in his silence, since Angband his affection will have decreased, but he will still take the time to be with you if he knows it will help.

- Both at this point entirely unsure what you even think about what they had done and what they can even do to try and bring comfort.

- By the time it comes to the War of Wrath and you hear your brothers make mention of leaving you and the twins, you know without them even having to say it that it's the last time that you will see them.

- It is then you and the twins find solace in one another, and with you heavily debating about going to stay with the rest of your family or sticking with one of the twins.

- Either way in the end, you are left to cope with the your numerous losses, leaving you to weakly hope that you will not lose the rest of your family and who you consider to be family.

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