Tolkien Elven Imagines and Headcanons Volume 1

193. Jealous Gwindor

- Gwindor is a naturally optimistic and silver lining kind of ellon, who is always understanding and supportive of you.

- But he struggles with insecurities after everything that he's been through, from 15 years of thralldom to losing his hand and almost fading, to losing Finduilas to Turin, there's a lot of traumas there despite the disposition he has.

- So when he gets with you, he loves, adores and cherishes you unconditionally, but that doesn't mean that he doesn't get jealous every now and again.

- Usually Gwindor can rationalize his jealousy away, keeping in mind that you do love him, that you both are together and you are an amazing couple.

- Though there are times where things are too friendly or appear a little too flirtatious, even for him.

- Gwindor won't make a big spectacle about his jealousy or the interactions, instead he approaches you with care to discuss it with you.

- If anything on the inside, he is jittery and nervous, anticipating for the moment you might tell him that you don't love him and have fallen for the other elf or human you have been speaking with.

- He tells you gently that he wants to discuss something with you for a moment, pulling you aside and out of earshot out of the other party.

- Gwindor kindly tells you that he is uncomfortable with the interactions that you've been sharing and engaging in and carefully tells you why.

- He very honestly asks you if you do in fact have feelings for the other person, and that if that is the case, he won't be upset if you'd want to be with them over him.

- Gwindor means that in the most genuine way possible, and not to be condescending, he really just wants for you to be happy and is quick to ready himself for the worst.

- When you explain that, that is far from the nature of your relationship with that person and that you still love him... Well, Gwindor lets go of the breath that he has been holding, utterly relieved that it is just a misunderstanding.

- He gently apologizes to you for making such a fuss over it, and that he took it out of context and made you feel perhaps bad about it, feeling more confident over how you feel for him.

- If you decide to tell him that you keep things less personable and suggestive with other person, Gwindor will be utterly relieved.

- No matter what Gwindor just wants to have a happy and comfortable relationship with you, even when his jealousy and insecurities get in the way.