Ambers POV
Holding my new necklace, I lay awake, on my bed, thinking. I twisted the the chain round and round and then moments after unraveled it so it became normal again,
why did they give me this, I mean , it's not like I asked, how could they give this to me, it's there mums old necklace! And there mum notices everything, even the smallest of things!? She kept going over that conversation, over and over again but getting no answer, there was no way she was going to sleep tonight,
I need to stop thinking about it! She thought but what else can I think! Maybe I should text Mars, they always help take my mind off things.
I moved two or three minutes after this thought popped in my mind, i spent that long debating this option and then finally came to terms that, maybe, i should text them, slowly i opened up discord and typed hesitantly,
𝚂𝚙𝚊𝚌𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚗
𝕌𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝔸𝕞𝕓𝕖𝕣 1:10
Hi!
𝚂𝚙𝚊𝚌𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚗 1:10
Hola amigo!
What's up?
𝕌𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝔸𝕞𝕓𝕖𝕣 1:10
Not much hbu?
𝚂𝚙𝚊𝚌𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚗 1:10
Just watching YouTube hehe
What are you doing up?
𝕌𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝔸𝕞𝕓𝕖𝕣 1:11
Can't sleep haha
𝚂𝚙𝚊𝚌𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚗 1:11
Same
Why did you text me?
𝕌𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝔸𝕞𝕓𝕖𝕣 1:12
Am I not aloud to? Haha
I just wanted to yk
I hope I'm not in the way of anything?
𝚂𝚙𝚊𝚌𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚗 1:12
I'd put anything on hold for you ;) haha
𝕌𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝔸𝕞𝕓𝕖𝕣 1:12
lol
𝚂𝚙𝚊𝚌𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚗 1:13
Nah but seriously, I'm not busy I was quite bored to be honest -.-
𝕌𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝔸𝕞𝕓𝕖𝕣 1:13
Same
Although I don't know why I texted you, im quite tired
God why did you say that, I'm not tired!
𝚂𝚙𝚊𝚌𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚗 1:14
Same, maybe we can talk later?
𝕌𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝔸𝕞𝕓𝕖𝕣 1:15
Ye, bye!
𝚂𝚙𝚊𝚌𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚗 1:15
Byeeee
God damn it! I wish I didn't automatically make excuses so I don't waste people's time, urrgggg! I guess I will have to sleep, I am pretty exhausted from the tree climbing today.
And like that, Amber fell into a torn apart, restless sleep.
I awoke to whispering, it wasn't really whispering, it's like that shout whisper, like when you where whispering before but then you forget to stay quiet but still keep the same tone as before,
"What are you doing here!" Someone said I recognised it as my mother's
"What do you mean what am I doing here?" I heard another voice shout, I didn't know this one, or if i did I didn't know their tone very well. A few minutes passed, there were suddenly yells of "GET OUT!" and "WHY ARE YOU HERE?" every so often and then mumbles and then silence to them shortly after be continued by more yelling and screaming until, finally, a door was slammed.
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The simplicity of "I love you"
RomanceTwo teens who have way to much to deal with fall in love, but they realise that love is a even more difficult feeling than they though. TW: mental health issues, suicidal thoughts, self harm, homophobia, abuse, drug and alcohol use and fluff I migh...
