Waited for so long....(1/3)

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Colleen POV

The doctor tells me the reason for the pain and bleeding is normal as it will take a few weeks for my body to get used to that type of medication. Basically my body was confused. He gives me some pain meds as I need to do a show the next night. Rachel and I get into the car and she tells me I am sleeping in her room tonight so she can watch me. We get back to the hotel and I see on my phone I have 17 missed calls from Josh. I forgot my phone at the hotel. I grab it and call him back. "Babe!" he says quickly. "Are you okay? Do I need to fly out there?" he continues. "Babe its just what I thought it was. The doctor says it will take a few weeks for my body to adjust. He gave me something for the pain and we are back at the hotel. Rachel is making me sleep with her tonight so she can keep an eye on me." I say. I hear sniffling from Josh. "Josh are you crying?" I ask. "Yes I have been sitting here thousands of miles away from you and I can't stand it. I am coming with you on every tour for the next few months. I cannot do this again." he says. "Aww baby that would be wonderful. I love you." I say. "I love you more. I am going crazy here alone Colleen. This cannot happen again." he says. "Please stop crying baby" I insist. I hear him settle down.

Josh POV

This is absolute hell. Just knowing I am thousands of miles away kills me. She is taking all this medication so WE can have a baby and she is sacrificing so much I need to do the same and be with her to protect her and take care of her. I love her so much. I fall asleep on the couch after talking to her and then texted Rachel secretly thankng her for letting me know about the situation. Thank god someone was with her that loves her.

The next morning I text Colleen and ask her how she is doing and she replies immediately. She is great she says. I ask her to call me after her show tonight and she agrees. I text Rachel and ask her how Colleen is really doing to make sure. Rachel says she is good. I can finally breathe.

I carry on with the day with my phone closer to me then ever before just in case. At about 8pm LA time she calls me. "Hey Baby" I say. "How are you feeling? I can't wait for you to come home tomorrow. I may never let you go. " I snicker. "You are so overprotective honey. I am good. Just a sacrifice to make to have a family hopefully" she says sweetly. "Josh?" she adds. "Yes babe?" I say. " I miss you." she says. "I miss you too" I reply. "No I mean I REALLLLY miss you" she says laughing this time. "I think the hormones are kicking in. You may benefit greatly from this medication. You are all I can think about. Cannot wait to get you alone" she adds. I start to laugh. "I will be ready for you anytime baby. Come home to me asap" I say.