thirteen (tw)

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tw// mentions of depression

3:24pm.

taeyong could barely feel his entire body. he laid there, paralysed, unsure as to what the day really looked like outside since his curtains remained shut, causing his room to be as dark as it could get in an afternoon.

he hadn't gotten out of bed since the morning, drifting off to sleep several times.

his stomach growled and ached, but he wasn't hungry. his body was slowing failing him, but he did nothing.

he prayed that something like this would never happen again.

depression.

but he had lost everything that he had left that could make him happy. he was back to living a life of a lonesome.

once upon a time, he grew into it, into the loneliness. but since meeting his friends, he would continuously be forced to participate in socialisation, until he grew into that.

but now, he had no motivation, no encouragement to even get out of bed.

and he would continue to lay, for days if he could, if it wasn't for his job.

it was like officially devouring him. the pain, the sorrow, the melancholy.

it was happening all over again.

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