inseperable; jaeyong

fourteen

-jaehyun-

in his dream, there was a different reaction, a different approach. his taeyong would cry into his arms, filled with contentment for his arrival.

he could finally feel complete.

but what he didn't have in mind was that he would be in a 32-story apartment, curled up on the window sill on the 23rd hour of the evening, gazing down at the night life, his chin on his knees as he pondered on whatever he did wrong to his love.

maybe taeyong had found somebody new. despite their promise to forever remain each other's halves, he might have fell in love again.

jaehyun didn't fill up with fury though. instead, he blamed himself for not fighting against his extremely conservative and homophobic father. not fighting for love.

he had the right, as an 18 year old, to forbid him to depart the country, to be broken from his other half.

and although he was tougher than taeyong emotionally, he had broken down on the plane. he remembered it vividly. and every single day after that, he wished he had broken down in front of taeyong, to show him how desperately destroyed he was.

his world crashed down, along with his will and dreams and passions and goals.

he was basically forced to attend a good university, study engineering as his dad desired.

but unsurprisingly, after getting a graduating and getting a good earning job, he felt anything but happy.

he figured, he would've rather worked a part time job, struggling so hard with money but having taeyong by his side than to earn good money and feel nothing positive.

and his father didn't let him breathe once, aching, urging, demanding jaehyun to get himself a submissive wife.

but he could never fall in love again. never felt as real as taeyong did.

at last, regardless of his father disowning him, he quit his job and set off back to korea, when he thought enough was enough.

he didn't care about his father's wishing, demands and will. he couldn't continue to pretend as if he was happy.

he needed to find his other half. his soulmate.

because if he wouldn't, he could might as well drop dead.

but as eye opening as it was, as heartbreaking as it was, he couldn't understand as to why his love was so in denial of his return.

why couldn't he accept that his other half was back? and why was he just breaking jaehyun more.

i love you so much taeyong.

can't you see?