twenty two. | pain

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(I warned you guys! <3)

I walk to school, hearing footsteps behind me and then suddenly I'm embraced in a hug.

He smells like flowers.. I thought, then remembering the stupid promise I made with Kokichi. After he lets me go, I didn't turn to look at him, I continued to walk to my locker.

"Shuichi?" I heard him say, catching up to me. No no no please.. don't make this harder than it has to be.. I thought, opening my locker, ignoring Rantaro as he keeps calling my name.

I put my things in my locker, locking it up and walking past Rantaro. I could see him look confused and sad at the same time.

"Shuichi.. did I do something wrong?" He asks as I kept walking away from him.

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Chemistry was a pain since I have the same class with him. He tried talking to me, but I just.. ignored him. I felt so guilty. He thinks he did something wrong, but I want to tell him it's not his fault. I agreed to this, it should be my fault instead.

The bell rang, dismissing the students to their last period of the day. I went to my last class of the day, sitting down on my seat.

"Shuichi.. did I do something wrong?"

No, Rantaro. You didn't do anything wrong. That's what I wanted to tell him. But I can't. Even if Kokichi was telling lies, I still don't want my friends to suffer all because of me.

I sat in class, too lost in thought to know what the teacher was talking about, I stared at my notebook, holding my pencil.

The bell then rang, bringing me back to reality. I got up, grabbing my things and walking out.

I walk to my locker, unlocking it and getting my things out, closing it then locking it up, quickly walking back home so I don't have to see Rantaro.

I sigh, unlocking the front door and walking inside, "Welp, I survived day one," I said to myself, locking the door behind me, then a thought occurred.

Could I even survive a week without talking to Rantaro? I asked myself, walking up to my room, opening the door and dropping my backpack on the ground, sitting on the edge of my bed.

I went on my phone, going on twitter to check if anything new was happening, until a notification popped up.

New message from Rantaro 💚

The notification went away after, hesitating if I should open it up. I exit out of twitter, going to my messages app and watching as new messages from Rantaro keep popping up.

Rantaro, please.. I thought, suddenly feeling a wave of sadness hit me. I decided to leave the messages, maybe I'll read it later. I went back to twitter, sending my usual tweets and retweeting others tweets that I like.

Nothing big was really happening on twitter, just a bunch of memes of Kyoko's interview.

Some of them made me laugh, but it wasn't for long since my mind kept going back to Rantaro's messages that I still haven't read. I check the time, 7:47 PM. I sigh, exiting out of twitter and going to my messages app, hesitating to read what Rantaro sent.

Rantaro 💚
I know you're going to see this, Shuichi.

Please tell me, did I do something wrong?

Why were you ignoring me today, Shuichi?

Did I make you upset? I'm sorry if I made you upset, but please tell me what I did. I promise I'll make it up to you.

Shuichi?

Please, text me back what I did wrong. I already miss talking to you. ❤️

Me :
You did nothing wrong, Rantaro.

Rantaro 💚
Then what did I do to make you ignore me today?

Shuichi?

Hello?

Are you going to ignore me again?

Is this some prank or joke I don't get?

Shuichi?

Read 7:50 PM.

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600 words
AAAA another chapter for you guys 😭 this was really short so I'm sorry!! But I warned you guys, these next chapters will be sad too. Take care, - Laffy (ima cry fr)

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