rainy days - dreamnotfound

chapter 3

TW SH, MENTIONS OF BLOOD, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
dreams pov
dream walked into his bathroom and went to his drawer full of razors. he grabbed one quickly, cutting his hand in the process. dream stared at the razor cutting into his wrist.
"if i cut a bit deeper i'll bleed out."
dream is debating if he does but then he gets a call.
incoming call: gogy :D
dream let it rings.
accepted
"george..what do you need?"
"nothing i just needed to talk to you and this time please don't hang up."
"ok fine. shoot"
"dream..i'm worried. and i know i say this a lot but i am worried and i need to talk to you. i know somethings wrong. a couple days ago you thought you hung up, but you didn't and i heard you sobbing."
"you what?"
"i heard you sobbing. do you not know how to leave a call?"
"george it was nothing believe me. i just hurt my head."
"cut the crap clay"
"shut the fuck up george, leave me alone"
"wait dream-"
call disconnected
georges pov
"what the fuck dream? why are you being a asshole"
george sat in silence looking at his phone"
he spammed dream but no response. hours went by but dream still didn't respond. he texted sapnap and so sapnap texted dream. 4 hours later and still no response.
incoming call: sapnap
accepted
"sapnap why isn't he responding. tell me why now ?!"
"george please calm down i have no clue. he's probably out remember he said he was gonna be out ?"
"sapnap something is wrong. every time he's out on vacation he always texts me."
"george stop it ! he's fine, i promise. even if he always texts you on vacation he's probably busy. we both texted him, he didn't respond there's nothing else we can do"
"i could fly out to florida !!"
"don't be irrational george !"
"sapanp..."
"what george?"
"what if he's not ok ? what if we thought he was, but he isn't ?"
"your being irrational, and stupid george."
call disconnected
george stared at his phone. 
"sapnap..hung up on me?"
george started freaking out.
"both sapnap and george are mad at me? this sucks."
george came to the conclusion that dream was fine after hours of thinking about it. george thought that dream just had something bad going on in his life but he'd get over it soon. little did george know that he was wrong. extremely wrong.
dreams pov
dream sat in his own blood, his arms stung and his eyes had tears in it. dream sat wondering where he went wrong, all he wanted was george but yet he's pushing him away. it didn't make sense to him. dream looked at his phone, only to remember he shattered his screen so he wouldn't have to talk to george.
"what if george is worried...?"
dream continued to cry on the ground until he couldn't anymore. dream fell asleep in the bathroom without even bandaging up his cuts.

word count 498
i'm not trying to condone any of this, i just self project when i write.