TW SH, SUCICDE
georges pov
"sapnap i'm so so excited to see him !! it's been like a year sense i last saw him"
"i'm super exited too !!"
"so did you end up finding a flight for yourself ?"
"i'm looking for one right now actually haha"
"do you think it'll be awkward when i see him because..you know he rejected me ?"
"i think you'll be fine"
"i hope it won't be awkward"
"it won't"
"i gotta go sapnap bye byeee, also do you wanna stream later ?"
"yeah sure, and bye"
george sat looking outside of his window at the rain falling down from the sky, george opened his window and went up onto his roof. he sat there and cried about how dream rejected him and how he thought that dream would never love him.
"he's never going to love me is he ? what's gonna happen when i see him and it'll be awkward the whole time because he rejected me ?"
george cried for a while longer, after he was done he jumped through his window and back into his room. george walked downstairs and went over to his kitchen and starting making dinner, after he ate he streamed with sapnap and then went to bed.
dreams pov
dream sat in his bathroom with fresh cuts up his wrist, and a razor in his hand.
"where did i go wrong ?",dream thought,"should i reach out to someone for help ? like sapnap or george ? would they even care though ? i need help and i know that but would anyone even care ? no one would care, no one cares about me so why would they care...no one cares nobody does, but should i at least try and get help ?"
dream called sapnap
"sapnap"
"dream are you crying ?"
"n-no"
"why are you crying ?"
"i just miss george"
"he misses you too"
"he doesn't like me anymore"
"yes he does just ask him he will accept"
"no he won't"
"he loves you dream how do you not realize that ?"
"he does ?"
"yes dumbass. i've told you that like 50 times"
"should i ask him out though ?"
"do whatever you think will work out best"
"ok"
dream hung up, picked up his razor again.
"should i just end it all ? it'd be so easy"
dream lifted the razor too his wrist and cut it deeply, but not enough for him to bleed out.
"god damn it why can i just fucking die..no one wants me here anyways, i'm just a waste of space", dream said as he lifted his razor up again.
word could 431
a/n sorry for short chapter i had a long essay to write
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rainy days - dreamnotfound
FanfictionTRIGGER WARNINGS ARE AT THE BEGINNING OF EACH CHAPTER dream struggles with his mental health more then anyone knows, but george is concerned about him and try's to reach out only for dream to push the help away. george and dream both like each other...
