TW: MENTIONS OF ED, SH, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
dreams pov
dream stared at his pill cabinet, about to grab a bottle of anti-depressants and take them all in hopes of dying.
"should i do it now or should i wait ? i mean i could on my birthday it's literally the day after tomorrow, am i going to regret this though ? what if george is sad when i die or what it sapnap is sad when i die ? it's not to late i could reach out for help i don't have to die i could get help, but no one would care and therapists don't want to help me. i'm so fucking messed up that therapists don't want to help me, what makes me think that anyone else would even care. that's the thing no one cares, no one cares about me. would they think i'm a monster if they found out i haven't eaten in days would they think i'm a monster if the found out i wanted to kill myself and that i cut myself ? i'm a monster"
dream sat crying at his gaming pc, he started up a stream. he wanted to stream one more time before he killed himself, people started joining his stream and before you know it he was streaming for 300k viewers.
"hey chat it's dreeeaaaam and i'm gonna speedrun 1.16.200 today"
the chat went wild because he was speedrunning again, some time goes by.
"mark down those cords !!"
after he was done he played on the smp for a bit, a couple hours later he stopped his streams
"bye chat !!"
when he got off his stream he was really tired even thought it was 9 so he went to bed.
georges pov
gogy :D: sapnap where r we gonna meet 2morrow ? also i'll get off the plane at like 3:30-4
sapnapie :0: what if we meet at the target on west 3rd ave at like 5 and we can get him a cake and if you need 2 buy him a present
gogy :D: wanna hop on teamspeak i'm bored
sapnapie :o: yeah
george called sapnap.
"hiiiiii sapnap"
"hiiiiii george"
"i'm so happy to see dream, anyways wanna hop onto minecraft with me ?"
"totally"
"i'd ask dream if he wanted to play but i think he's sleeping because he said he was tired on stream"
"got it"
"i can't wait to see him"
no pov
little did sapnap and george know seing him would be a lot different then expected.
word count: 420 (lmao)
a/n sry for shitty chapter my mental health's been rly bad recently but i wanted to write
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FanfictionTRIGGER WARNINGS ARE AT THE BEGINNING OF EACH CHAPTER dream struggles with his mental health more then anyone knows, but george is concerned about him and try's to reach out only for dream to push the help away. george and dream both like each other...
