rainy days - dreamnotfound

chapter 8

TW: SUCIDAL THOIGHTS, SH, BLOOD
sapnaps pov
it had been 3ish days sense dream had responded to any texts or calls or anything for that matter, and sapnap was starting to get worried. the last thing that dream had said to anyone was 3 days ago and it was him rejecting george, and needless to say george was heartbroken and worried. sapnap was streaming with dream when he decided to call dream, he picked up and sapnap put him on speakerphone so his stream could hear.
"sapnap what the fuck do you want"
"i just wanted to see if u wanna stream with me !!"
"leave me the fuck alone"
sapnap turned speaker off, and muted himself on the stream.
"dream ? are you ok ?"
"i said leave me the fuck alone. don't call me or text me."
dream hung up.
spanap unmuted himself on his stream and went back to playing minecraft.
dreams pov
dream looked out his window at the street below him, he was regretting rejecting george and screaming at sapnap.
"should i just kill myself ? i mean all i have to live for is gone now. george was all i had but i messed it up. i can't just text him now and tell him that i want to be his boyfriend now. it's too late"
dream called bad boy halo but he didn't pick up. he walked into his bathroom and pulled out a pill bottle, dream stared at it for a while but then he thought of sapnap and george and bad boy halo and everyone. all of these people have saved his life and didn't even know it, what would they do if he just left ? dream sat on the floor and cried for a bit, then he got up and grabbed a razor. he couldn't bring himself to kill himself but he had to numb the pain somehow, dream slit his wrist deeply multiple times until his arm was covered in blood. dream sat on his floor and texted sapnap that he was sorry.
incoming call: sapnap
"dream."
"yeah?"
"dream, i feel like you've been different lately are you ok?"
silence
"sapnap, believe me i'm fine. why wouldn't i be?"
"i don't know just even tommy's worried now, hell all of us are worried dream"
"i really don't talk to tommy"
"he watched my stream"
"sapnap i'm fine, thank you for asking though"
"be honest please"
"sapnap to be honest i'm doing horrible"
"dream what's wrong ?"
"it's fine, i don't wanna bother you"
"you won't"
"it's fine"
dream hung up and started crying harder.
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a/n: do u guys want me to write 5 ish mod chapters or 10 ish. if i do 10 it'll move way slower.
thank u for reading :D