So Many Things I Want To Say

Chapter 26

Tessa:

Sitting on top of Hardin kissing him with intensity, after another few months of physical therapy, he has a full range of motion in both of his legs. He flips me onto my back slowly kissing my neck moving down. He sits me up to take off my shirt only to see my bare chest. I slowly lay my head back down his tongue circles around my erected nipples. The moans that leave my mouth fills the house.

"Keep going baby I love hearing from you." They finally cleared us to have sex... He is definitely celebrating. His scar is revealed to me when I remove his shirt, my hand glides over it slowly. "Baby, I am fine." I pull him in for another kiss, taking my foot to his sweat pants and slide his pants to his ankles as he kicks them to the floor. I giggle in the kiss, he continues down my chest and makes his way to my pant line. He glides his finger across my pants sliding his finger in playing.

"God just; take them off already the fucking teasing isn't funny Hardin." He laughs at me pulling my pants down along with my underwear. It is nice to see what he can do. He stays down near my throbbing, dripping wet pussy. My breathing gets heavy as he just looks at me in lust. He can't keep his eyes off my throbbing pussy. "You can't help yourself can you?" 

He shakes his head and just moves his head down in between my legs. He lays a small kiss on her. It sends a chill through my whole body. I buck my hips he chuckles, gripping my thighs keeping my hips high, he takes his tongue and glides it the full length of my pussy, he flicks my clit with his tongue. I grunt in pleasure hoping this moment will never end.

Feeling his cock rub softly over my clit, he grunts trying not to push it in yet. I feel his hands gripping the side of the bed. "Just do it." I want to pull him in deep his rubbing becomes more intense. I lift my hips moving his tip closer to my pussy forcing it inside me. We both gasp for air as he enters me. I pull him in for a kiss, soft but with the intention of rough sex.

I wrap my legs around his torso.

My eyes shot open as my alarm goes off... FUCK 

***

Taking a sip of my coffee at the kitchen table. Hardin makes his way down the stairs.

"How did you sleep?" He comes over and kisses my forehead. "Dreaming about me?" I grin and put my head down in embracement. I can't wait for those casts to come off. They should be coming off soon and he gets a stress test to see how his heart is. "Are you coming with me, to my appointment?" He says with a cheesy smile hoping for an answer. 

"Of course," I say happily I want all of this to be over. "I just can't wait for those to come off and they clear you for physical activities." He laughs at my words I hear myself say that again and cover my face.

Hardin:

I want to marry her... why won't she talk to me about it? The coffee is hot going down my cold body, the warmth from the liquid sends chills through my body. "So are you going to see if the school will still take you?" I already know what she is going to say, and she will procrastinate.  

She doesn't look at me. "How can you not be ready to go? It has been long enough we need a new step in our lives and this is it." The energy she is giving off is frustrating me... why is she fighting this? I see her hands grip her mug her face is a different color. 

"I am just not ready!" What the fuck? Where did that come from? She storms off into the living room, I follow slowly putting my coffee on the counter. "What the fuck Tess?" 

"Hardin, I am sorry I just keep putting myself down and I feel like I will never be ready, and with you pushing me all the time it just sets me off and pushes me the wrong way."