Gons POV:
"Will you be my boyfriend?" I froze, so many emotions went through my head all at once. I couldn't do anything but squeeze his hand, I felt stinging in my eyes informing me that tears are on their way, Say something! Yes yes! I'll be your boyfriend! Why can't I talk?!
I finally get enough energy in me to move, so I use it to jump on him. It immediately backfires as the hammock breaks, falling on the ground. And it's a good thing we weren't far from it, or else it would've really hurt. We both yell as we fall, but it turns into a laugh a few seconds later.
"Yes! Yes I'll be your boyfriend!!" I yell happily, wrapping my arms around his neck. I see his face light up with excitement. He wraps his arms around my waist, and stands up. Causing me to wrap my legs around his waist. I cup his cheeks as he looks up at me with love in his eyes.
Suddenly he raises me up in the air and yells; "I have a boyfriend!!" He twirls me around, making me giggle while he laughs. This is the best thing that's ever happened to me.. if I don't get better soon.. I don't know what will help me.. he brings me back down to how it was before, he's holding me up with my arms and legs wrapped around him, me still cupping his cheeks.
"Have I ever told you how much I love you?" He asks, "Eh, just everyday." I say sarcastically. "Eh well that's not enough. Guess I'll have to tell you every time I see you." He replies still staring into my eyes, "Don't you already do that?" I question my memory. "Oh ya, I guess I do, oops" he chuckles.
"Can I kiss you?" He asks not even embarrassed at all, and it's the complete opposite for me, cause it face is heating up quickly. "I-I-um.. h-how do you say these t-things and not get e-embarrassed?!" I yell wanting to cover my face, but I can't because I'll have to let go of his neck. "Eh, guess I'm not as sensitive as you." He teases. I roll my eyes, leaning in to touch his lips.
As soon as our lips touch it's like a wave of relief washes over me. I'm not sure why.. but it felt amazing. I felt free, I felt fixed.. but it's like I wasn't at the same time.. I could still feel it. I knew it was still there, but like less demons. Like some went away. But I don't want to think about that. I want to focus on him right now.
I tangled my hands in his fluffy white hair as he kisses me deeper. He licks my bottom lip, indicating that he wants entrance, so I happily obliged and his tongue pushes in. As he's doing so, I accidentally let out quiet breathy moans. I still have my hands tangled in his soft hair, and he starts rubbing my waist softly making me let out a quiet moan.
I can feel him smirk into the kiss making me roll my eyes. A few seconds later we both pull away panting slightly. We both look at each other, and we both look like messes. My eyes are lidded, with my hands stuck in his hair. Killua has slight lust in his eyes, and he's panting. I untangle my hands and wrap them around his neck. I then burry my face in the crook of his neck, as I mumble "I-I'm tired.." he kisses my head, and starts walking to the car. " do you want to sleep in the back, while I drive home?" He asks me. I nod my head and he chuckles.
He opens the back seat door and sets me down, I yawn and watch as he opens the trunk. He pulls out a pillow, and a big fluffy blue blanket. (Not in another life :( )He closes the trunk and walks back over to me. I hold my arms out like a baby wanting the blanket. He smiles and hands it to me. I add the pillow on the other end of the back seats. Sitting back up to look at him. He leans down to kiss my forehead. "Good night Gon.." he whispers. I smile and wrap myself in the blanket as he closes the door, and getting in the drivers side starting the car. I rest my head on the pillow, drifting into a deep sleep.
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FanfictionThis is a killugon angst! So read to find out!! Gon: 21, bottom Killua: 21, Top ⚠️warning! ⚠️ This fanfic contains: Selfharm, Suicide, Eating disorders, 18+ (Rolls are kinda reversed ) I DO NOT OWN HXH OR THE CHARACTERS!! JUST THE STORY!