Killuas POV:
9 years and 8 months.. that's how long me and Gon have been friends, those 8 months is how long we have been dating. And what a 8 months it has been. Gon has been a lot better since we started dating 8 months ago. He no longer has Anxiety, and instead of Mild depression, it had gone down to regular Depression. Which is great, I love to see that his mental health is a lot better.
His smile has gotten brighter, and his eyes are lighter, which makes me smile every time I see it.
Right now it is December 20, 5 days until Christmas, and I still have no idea what to get Gon.
Right now the plan is that Kurapika and Leorio will come over on Christmas Eve, and we would all go out to eat for lunch, then open presents. And as of what I'm doing now, well me and Leorio are at the mall basically running around, well me chasing him around because he won't chill out.
Gon and Kurapika are at a different mall, so we won't run into each other while shopping for gifts.
"Leorio! Calm down! We've been here for 2 hours and we have nothing!" I was still chasing Leorio around until he finally stopped. "I'm freaking out Kil! I don't know what to get for Kurapika!!" He turns around with distress written all over his face.
"Calm down! Running around stressing isn't gonna help anything!" I say pulling him down to sit on a bench. "Just calm down and let's think for a minute, gather our thoughts." I say trying to calm him down a little.
"Maybe we should split up? Cover more ground, and if I see something Kurapika might like, I'll text you, and you do the same, yeah?" I ask hopping to get alone time with my thoughts. He silently agrees and stands up.
We say our silent goodbyes, and we split up. Me going left, him going right.
I start to actually look at the stores closely, since I was paying attention to Leorio. As I'm looking, one store catches my eye. I stop to look closer at it, reading the name on the sign. Hm.. maybe I could just look.. I mean I have been wanting to at least look for a while, but I haven't been able to be alone. So this is the perfect chance.
I start walking in, immediately getting more nervous as I walk further in. I get close enough to be able to clearly see a big glass box, spreading out to act like a counter. I see a lady behind it, her attention landing on me and she smiles. "What are you looking for today sir?" She asks happily.
I look down at the contents in the glass box. "I'm not really sure.. I just want to look around for a bit. But I'll call if I see something I like." I smile lightly back. She nods and walks off to attend to another costumer.
I continue to look down at the contents. These all look so beautiful.. I smile. But would this be too early? And I don't even have anything planned yet.. and it's 5 days until Christmas.. and I don't want to disturb Kurapika and Leorio again, while they too have lives and they can't keep tending to my needs. I sigh, continuing to look down.
I don't see anything of interest in this section, so I move onto the next section. And immediately something catches my eye. So I lean down to look closer at it. Its beautiful.. the most beautiful thing I've ever seen.. well besides Gon, but that doesn't matter.
I can already imagine Gons face when I show him this.. I wonder what his reaction would be. But this looks expensive though.. I hope I still have dads credit card he gave to me. So I reach for my wallet in my back pocket, opening it to look for the credit card.
I smile when I see exactly what I'm looking for.
I contemplate weather it was the right time of not. But then thought, screw it! I've known him for almost 10 years now! It isn't to early to ask! I'm sure the result will be positive.. I hope it is, or else I just spent all my money for nothing.. and I probably ruined our relationship..
With that I take a deep breath in and out, and call the lady back over. I explain to her that this certain one really caught my eye, and that I would like to buy it. She smiled happily. And taking it out of its container, and placing it in a velvet box. We walked over to the cash register, where she asked for my ID. Which I showed to her, "Ok, Mr. Zoldyck your total will be 187,341 yen." She smiles. I sigh handing her the card. She accepts it, and scans It into the system.
I hear a beep, I think signaling that if went through. And she hands the card back over to me. She puts the velvet box in a bag, "Recite?" She asks and I nod making her giggle. "I'm not surprised, everyone that comes in and buys from us always asks for a recite after." She hands me the bag, and I smile thanking her. And she waved at me telling me to have a good day as I walk out.
I sit down on a bench outside the store, and I look in the bag taking the box out. I slowly open it, admiring what's inside. I close it, putting it back in the bag, getting out my phone from my back pocket to text Leorio asking if he found something yet.
He texted with a yes, and asking to meet by the entrance. Which I agree with.
Time skip
"Soooo what did you buy? What was so special that you think Gon would just fall to his knees crying about how much he loved you, and how much he likes it, huh?" He chuckles. And I just chuckle right back pulling out the small box from the bag, opening it. And he stops walking, and so do it. He stares at it in shock, "Well that's gonna do it! Are you serious! You really want to.. you know.." he smiles. I look down at it nodding, "we've known each other for 9- almost 10 years now.. and been together for 8 months.. I think that we are both ready.." I smile.
We continue walking, "well whats your plan? How are you gonna do it?" He asks making me rub the back of my head nervously. "Well.. that's the problem.. I was hopping you and Kurapika could help me out.." I laugh explaining to him what I was hopping to do.
He laughs, "of course we will help! I mean, we already have the house decorated, and what we are going to eat! So might as well right?" I nod as we step into the car, me on the passenger side. "So you basically want to act like it's a 'Christmas date'?" He asks and I nod as he starts the car, backing out of the driveway. "So what's the ideas? Anything in mind that you would want it to look like? I mean, we need to know since this is so last minute." I laugh at his statement.
"Well I was thinking that there would be lights up between the trees. And there would be a fancy table in the middle with roses on it, with enough room for two people. You know those small round tables?" I ask and he nods in response. "Ya something like that, and like red and white rose pedals leading up to the table. You see what I mean?" I ask and he looks like he thinks about it, but he ultimately nods "That would be beautiful Killua. You're very creative when it comes to these kinds of dates." He laughs. "Well what can I say?" I put my hands behind my head, as we both laugh.
I hope that this wasn't to early.. But I think it was a great time for this.. I Hope he says yes..
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FanfictionThis is a killugon angst! So read to find out!! Gon: 21, bottom Killua: 21, Top ⚠️warning! ⚠️ This fanfic contains: Selfharm, Suicide, Eating disorders, 18+ (Rolls are kinda reversed ) I DO NOT OWN HXH OR THE CHARACTERS!! JUST THE STORY!