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"Ryan you're twenty nine not ninety two stop acting like an angry old man." Mika says and I glare at him.

"No. Why doesn't he see that I don't want anyone coming over. He just comes over all smiley and cute. He knows what hes doing!" Mika only laughs at how wasted I was.

He only hands me another cup and I know hes just getting me drunk to keep me spilling.

"You think he's cute?" He asks and I glare at him.

"Yes! Hes fucking adorable. Everything about him! His stupid smile and big Amber eyes. Oh we would have beautiful babies." I say and Mika laughs.

"Thats not how it works." He laughs.

"Then why do you hate him." He asks and I look at him feeling tears start to weld in my eyes at this accusation.

"I dont hate him." I sob.

"Hes so cool and fun and; How could I hate him. I love him! I just don't want him coming over. He'll see everything that's wrong with me." I say drinking the rest of the whisky as he opens a beer for me.

"Then he'll be disgusted in me and stop coming over. If I tell him to stop coming over. Then it wont hurt as much if he decides to on his own." I tell him continuing to cry.

"He doesn't hate you Ryan." He says amd I slam the can on the table.

"Bull shit. He will." I tell him.

"No he wont. He's loves you." He says.

"No he doesn't. He hates my guts." I tell him and he only turns my head to look me in my eyes.

He blushed slightly. Smiled a lot. He truly was beautiful.

"Mika you're adorable." I tell him he starts to laugh.

"Ryan. I love you." He says and I smile.

"No don't say that. Ill get the wrong idea." I say before he grabs my chin pulling my face close to his.

"No. Because, I'm in love with him. What if he does love me? I can't love both of you." I tell him and he just grabs my face.

"You love who?" He asks.

"Him!"

"Who is him?" He asks and I frown.

"Mika! Keep u; That's you!" I tell him and he only starts to laugh more.

"Oh no that's embarrassing. We cant tell him." I say and he takes my can.

"Ok Ryan no more." He says and I pout.

"Why?" I say and he only laughs.

"Dont cry?" He says and I only start to cry.

"Come on." He says pulling me up.

I only hug him. I love him.

"Mika you're so amazing. Im sorry I said you cant come over. I want you here." I tell him and he kisses my nose.

"God Ryan. I need you to remember this." He said and I smile.

"Do you love me?" I ask and he smiles as he leads me to my bed.

"Yes." He says and I jump.

"Oh no!" I shout.

He lays me in bed and hovers over me.

"Whats wrong with that?" He says and I only wrap my arms around me.

"Now we gotta have sex and its gonna hurt my ass." I tell him and he kisses me deeply.