Pounce Pt 3

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What am I doing, why is this happening to me?

Maybe it's because of all the people I hurt.

Maybe this was karma and she was finally kicking my ass.

That made since.

I only arrived at the park laying on the roof of the picnic area and looking up at the stars.

I didn't want to go home.

I only sigh.

"Is there's some God out there navagating my love life like a sick novel, can you give and just let me be happy." I say to no one.

"Or at lease give me a walk through of what he's thinking because I don't get it."

"So do you not have a home?" I noticed the two gray ears and felt my heart flutter instantly.

Until I realized that it was West, rather then anyone I actually wanted it to be.

"I didn't think you were physically capable of moving on your own. I thought you were secretly an angler fish." I say and he tries to climb up only to fall until I held out a hand for him.

"So I was walking home when I heard your distress calles and thought I could help with that second part." He said and I slowly nodded not seeing how he could tell me what he was thinking.

"Wolves are strong creatures but we're very dependent, on our pacts and our partners. And our elders, well they aren't too big on the whole 'inter-species same sex' deal. Wolves belong with wolves that will produce wolf offspring. No halfbloods, no mixbreeds." He says and I nod knowing this wasn't gonna end well.

"Then how did you sneak pass the sensors with a dragon, are you as the future alpha gonna be judged the hardest." I say and he looks down hurt by this and I realize that I had spoken out of term.

"I guess, when that day comes, I'll leave the pact. Be a lone wolf. It will be fine without me." He says and I nod.

"But what I'm trying to say is, he wants stability. He needs to be convinced that if he chooses you over his pact. Then he'll have you always. If you leave the pact that's it. You're gone and that's not a choice you make at the drop of the hat. First decide if you truly feel something for him. Not just lust or puppy love but can you see yourself forever being happy with him. Do you love everything about him to the point you would gladly fight for him and fight with him. If so then tell him exactly that. Let him know that if he chooses you, then it will be that until the end of time. But then again you don't make this kind of choice after what a month? If in a year you still feel like you can't live without him then let it be known. But as for now. Don't rush things. This isn't some cheesy romance novel with a word count to meet. You have the rest of your lives to make this decision. Take your time." He says and I nod.

So is this why they say wolves are wise?

*

I arrive back at his window as I always do this time with a plan.

First I couldn't wait a year.

I wasn't so he'd have to settle for six months.

This was the most time I've put into one person.

I still loved him. I still wanted him and most importantly.

His ass was still, so nice.

"We gotta stop meeting like this?" He jokes and I only smile grabbing his face and kissing him deeply.

He kissed me back and for a second I just got lost in the taste of his lips.

He guided us too the bed and soon I was on top of him claiming all that should have been mine.

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