Just a bunch of random crap that nobody asked for!
Kinda like a diary, but knowing me, probrably unlike any diary you've ever seen, and will probrably give you nightmares!
Unless you're Ginny Weasly, in which case, you've seen worse.
Now come! Come...
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Lol I had to
Anywhoo
For a while I was going by bigenderflux, cuz ya know (take a shot) I felt like most of the time I was feeling like both binary genders at once, even if sometimes one was stronger.
But then I realized I feel like gender's just a thing, ya know? (shot) And that I've felt like that for a while. Like it doesn't really matter. So cassgender replaced bigenderflux on my bio.
But now I'm thinking, I still feel like I did when I was identifying as bigenderflux. But at the same time, I still feel like it doesn't matter. Which is weird. I don't know how I can identify as cassgender and bigenderflux at once, they're pretty different, ya know? (I swear I'm not doing this on purpose. But take a shot.)
But THEN I realized
Cassgender is a gender.
So I could, in theory, identify as trigenderflux, the three genders being binary male and female, and cass.
I feel kinda weird about it, ya know, (dammit) since cassgender means gender is unimportant, so like, how can it be unimportant if I'm still using the binary genders?
But sometimes it more important than other times.
So trigenderflux it is.
I've been putting off officially coming out for a while now, because I wasn't sure what I was calling myself fit, and I wanted to be sure.
But now I think I am. Sure as I'll ever be, at least.
I'm still gonna go by Jessica cuz why not, ya know. (shOT)
I'm gonna go update my bio.
And I think tonight while my mom's at work I'm gonna come out (not just as trigender, but as ace/biromantic too, since I'm only out as bisexual and I realized i'M nOt) over text because I would be stuttering and blushing like crazy if I did it to her face. I'm just not good with athority figures. Or adluts. Or humans that I don't know in general ya know?
