Spiking My Heart To Yours

Chapter 47

Sela's POV

"Dito na lang po, Mang Ben." bumaba na ako ng kotse at muling nilingon ang family driver namin, "Thank you po, ingat po kayo."

Monday ngayon at alam kong makikita ko na naman si Abby. Magkikita na naman kami. But don't get me wrong, masaya naman akong magkikita na ulit kami.

It's just that... Sa sitwasyon namin ngayon, I don't think magiging masaya siya 'pag nakita niya ulit ako.

I know she's mad at me. Maybe she's even already cursing me inside her head every time we locked our eyes with each other. But what choice do I have? I don't blame her, though. No, I can't blame her, this is all my fault.

I'm so sorry, baby.

And since it's Monday, we will see each other again because we have the same classes. I mean, of course, not all of our subjects we're blockmates, but I can say that most of it. Hays.

I really missed her. I hope she feels the same way as I do. Even after these past months that I've been hurting her. Ugh, Marsela. You really fvcked up, big time.

I proceeded to walk down the hallway going to my first class and I can already feel the looks of the students they're throwing in my direction.

What do you expect? Rumors are easy to leak in schools. Mostly, if it's all about a love drama between two people. And Abby and I, we're not just one of those regular people in this university. We're one of the most popular students here...

Abby being the badass and captain ball of the women's volleyball team, while me being the vice president of the students' council and one of the best students in this university.

Kaya hindi na ako magtataka kung nakarating na sa halos lahat ng tao dito sa university itong issue namin ni Abby.

Hay...

"Sela!"

Napalingon ako sa pinanggagalingan ng boses at napangiti kahit papaano.

Si ate Grace.

Minsan lang kami magkasama nito sa mga hangouts kasi isa ring busy na tao itong si ate Grace. Leader kasi siya ng pinakasikat na dance club dito sa MNL University. Ilan sa mga members nito ay sina Jaydee, Laney, Amy, Ecka, at Coleen na kilala namang mga sikat rin dito sa university pagdating sa sayawan.

And being a leader of a club is not always fun and easy. But lately, we've been going out if we have time kasi siya lang ang pwede. Si ate Grace lang ang pwede.

Ang p'wede kong makausap.

P'wede kong paglabasan ng mga hinanakit na nararamdaman ko.

At puwede kong pagsabihan ng mga nangyayari sa buhay ko lately without having to worry to be judged.

Yes. Ate Grace knew about the whole thing between me and Abby. So far, siya pa lang sa mga kaibigan ko ang nakakaalam ng totoong nangyayari.

I know nagtataka kayo kung bakit kay ate Grace ko lang kinwento at hindi sa iba pang mga kaibigan namin ni Abby.

I don't know either. It's just that... I feel like they wouldn't understand even if I tell them. Don't get me wrong, I know they will. At least, I know they will try...

Pero alam ko rin kasi na mas maiintindihan ako ni ate Grace sa mga pagkakataong ito dahil ito ang pinakamatanda sa aming magkakaibigan kaya malawak na ang experiences at pag-iisip niya sa mga ganito kaseryosong bagay.