The unwanted Daughter [reader x Peter Parker]

Chapter 18 - the first fight

Hello, me again. I want to change the way how the characters are having a conversation, because I don't like it that way tbh. I will try to change that a bit, so please don't be confused. Please tell me if you like it the new way or if you prefer the old way. Thanks, Bye 👋

— your POV —

You woke up and had a huge headache. Damn what happened? Nobody was in this room with you, so you tried to stay up, but you were connected to a ventilator device. You put it away and stood up. Because of the fact that you don't want to see anyone else except Strange and Loki, you decided to go to your room. When you arrived there, you saw Loki sitting on your bed.

-Y/n: "Hey.", you said in a soft voice.
-Loki: "Hey."

So that's how it feels when I'm cold to someone.

-Y/n: "Are you alright? What happened?"

You walked towards Loki but he jumped off the bed and got away from you.

-Loki: "It's the best when we keep a distance."
-Y/n: "What are you talking about? I don't want to keep a distance."
-Loki: "I'm not good for you. I will hurt you and it's better when you hate me now than later."

You were speechless and Loki walked to the door to leave.

-Y/n: "When you step through that door everything ends."
-Loki: "I'm sorry, y/n."

He walked away. You sat down on your bed, still not believing what just happened. He was the only one that I could trust. You weren't done so you ran after him.

-Y/n: "Loki Laufeyson we're not done yet!", you screamed and he stopped.
-Loki: "Don't make it harder than it already is."
-Y/n: "It was a trick wasn't it? You just wanted to get the informations they needed and to get the reward. You don't even care just a bit about me!"

You started screaming really loud and noticed that all the other avengers are watching you two fighting, but you didn't care. Loki sighed, took a deep breath and turned around to look you in the eyes.

-Loki: "You're right. I don't give a fuck about you! I got what I wanted, my work is done and just one little information: the world is not about you!"
-Y/n: "You know what? I never gave a shit about you either! I just wanted to get out of this damn room and you were my ticket."

You both look at each other and your chest hurts a lot. Then he turned around and walked away. You just stood there, speechless and you could feel tears running down your cheeks. Then Peter came towards you but before he could say anything you were gone and locked yourself up in your room. A few minutes later someone knocked on your door.

-Y/n: "Just leave me alone!", you screamed.
-Strange: "I prepared the trainings room for you, if you want to get rid of your anger a bit."

That's not a bad idea. You got up, opened the door and walked straight to the trainings room. Strange is following you, incase you loose your control again. You walk inside the room and there were dummies all over the place. You gave Strange one last look and when he nodded you started to shoot at them and use your power in every way you know you could. When no dummies were in a good condition anymore, you stopped and were surprised that this time you didn't loose control.

-Y/n: "Have you seem this? I didn't loose control!", you shouted excitedly.
-Strange: "Good Job, your pills can now be dosed less."
-Y/n: "My pills?"
-Strange: "Yes. Stark found the pills that your doctor gave you and recreated them, but with more strength. Every time you manage to control your power they can be dosed less."
-Y/n: "Oh... I thought I finally made something right in my life."
-Strange: "Well, I'm maybe not the right person to talk to about what you go through but I can listen, if you want."
-Y/n: "My whole life I was just some experiment and I was never told that I've done something right, but every time I did something wrong I got punished. From one week no food to they let me bleed almost out was everything possible. Then Loki told me about him, that he was lied to and so on. I felt like someone could finally understand me and then I found out everything was just a trick. It hurts and I've never felt that way."
-Strange: "I don't think that Loki tricked you, but that does not mean that he is trustworthy."
-Y/n: "What do you mean?"
-Strange: "Loki said that he got what he wanted but that's not really true. He didn't want anything for what he had done. And when you were unconscious he worried about you a lot."
-Y/n: "I wish I could believe you, doctor, but if it's true what you're saying then tell me why he left."
-Strange: "He heard us talking about him. We said that Loki would screw it all up and that this between you wouldn't last long. He waited until you woke up to say goodbye."

You couldn't believe what you just heard and you immediately regret everything you said to him. Oh no why have I done this?

-Y/n: "Now I wish that I would've known that earlier, but it's too late, he is gone."
-Strange: "It's never too late."
-Y/n: "Oh my god, Thor!"

You run out of the trainings room to find Thor. You shouted and asked everyone who you found on your way. Then you finally found him in the conference room. Why haven't I looked here at first? Stupid bitch.