The unwanted Daughter [reader x Peter Parker]

Chapter 35 - Breathless

— your POV —

[Dream:

-Snake: "Did you ssssay goodbye....?"
-Y/n: "No. You're just a dream, you can't kill me."
-Snake: "Don't be so ssssure..."

It was around your neck again and it started squeezing really tight. You couldn't breath and thank goodness you weren't chained on the bed. You tried to remove the snake but it was not possible. ]

You woke up, but the feeling of the snake around your neck didn't disappear. Then you couldn't breath normal, just a bit. I have to get out of here. You decide to walk to your room.

You had a lot of problems while you made the way to your room. You fell against walls and sometimes on the floor, but you had to be quick, if not you'll die. You feel like fading away but you fight against it. Finally you reached your room and the lights were burning. You burst inside and fall on the ground.

-Peter: "Omg, y/n!", he rushed to you.
-Peter: "Calm down, it's just in your head. Come on take a deep breath.", he held you in his arms.
-Y/n: "You have... to remove... the snake.", you struggle saying that.
-Peter: "There is no snake, trust me. Just breath!"

You try to do as he says and the feeling disappeared more and more with every breath you're taking.

-Y/n: "Thank you, it's stupid that I didn't think of that.", Peter helps you up.
-Peter: "No it's alright, you panicked.", just now you realise that Peter just wears his pants.
-Y/n: "Oh my god, I'm so sorry.", he realises it too, goes back inside and puts on a shirt. After that you come inside.
-Peter: "It's not very clean, I'm sorry."
-Y/n: "It's alright.", you go into the bathroom, where there should be blood everywhere. Then you remember of those times.
-Peter: "Is.. is something wrong?", you turn to him with tears in your eyes.
-Y/n: "Am I weak if I say yes?"
-Peter: "Wha- No of course not."
-Y/n: "Yes, something is wrong."

He comes closer and hugs you and while you two did this, he lead you out of the bathroom and sat you on the bed.

-Peter: "Do you want to talk about this?"
-Y/n: "You'll make fun of me."
-Peter: "Have I ever done that?", he stops the hug and makes you look into his eyes.
-Y/n: "No."

You told him about you cutting yourself and the bathroom full of blood, about you sitting in the shower and crying and that Loki was the only one who knew about that. You also told him about your dreams that you have and while you did all of that, he held you in his arms very protectively.

-Peter: "Y/n, I'm so sorry. I-", you interrupt him.
-Y/n: "It's not your fault. I was the one who told you to stay away from me."
-Peter: "But-"
-Y/n: "No, Peter. It's alright."

You stare each other in the eyes, but you interrupted it, whatever it was, by clearing your throat.

-Y/n: "I- I should go now, thanks Parker.", you smile and stand up from his, or better your bed.
-Peter: "But what if...", he also stands up and scratches his back of his head, "What if you stay here for tonight?"
-Y/n: "They would be really worried about me in the morning."
-Peter: "Yes, but without me you maybe would've died and when you stay here, I can protect you."

He had a point, that's why you laid beside him in the bed and you fell asleep.

— Peters POV —

Y/n already fell asleep, but I just couldn't. It's because my heart is racing when she is in the near of me, but I like this feeling. She suddenly turns around to me and lays her arm over my belly. It felt like my heart is going to explode, but the way her touch feels is so good. I wish I kissed her before. I watch her sleep, she looks so gorgeous and peaceful, until I also fall asleep.

-Tony: "Peter, have you seen-", he bursted into the room.

We woke up from that and saw that we were cuddling the whole night. Then we quickly stopped that and got away from each other very quickly.

-Tony: "Why the hell are you here and in his bed?"
-Y/n: "It's easy, because he cares about me. If he wouldn't have been there yesterday, I would've died."
-Tony: "You could've at least leave a note or something."
-Y/n: "Oh yes of course. The next time I almost die I'll write a note for you, no problem.", she jumps out of the bed and goes out of the room.
-Peter: "Y/n wait!", I wanted to go behind her, but Mr. Stark stopped me.
-Tony: "We have to talk."
-Peter: "Please, Mr. Stark, we haven't done anything bad, she just needed someone after everything."
-Tony: "Nothing happened, right? Not a kiss and not anything beyond this?"
-Peter: "No."
-Tony: "Then go after her."

He let me go and right now I am really happy that I wore a shirt and some sweatpants to sleep. Otherwise I would have give him my suit again or he wouldn't allow me to see Y/n again or anything else. I try to find her everywhere in this huge house, but she isn't in her room or anywhere I could possibly think of.