*FLASHBACK: 1 Year ago*
"Okay Kayla, you and Josh can go head and get a drink. I'll go find Lance." Ashton says.
"Okay." I say, grabbing Josh's hand and heading to the kitchen. This is my first Lincoln Prep party. I never thought those kids would want drugs, but I guess I was wrong. Our supplier said the guy, Lance was going to pay big money. Ash, Josh, and I couldn't pass this opportunity up.
"These kids are weird babe." Josh, says once we get in the kitchen. Luckly there aren't many people on here.
"Hey, could you reach me a water please?" A tall boy with blonde hair asks.
"Oh sure." I say, reaching over to the fridge and getting a water, "Here you go" I say, handing him the water.
"Thanks." The boy says.
"Yo, dude hurry and get in here, David is about to do the keg stand." a boy with dark hair yells.
"Okay." The blonde says, and goes back into the living room.
"Lincoln." Josh says under is breath.
"Hey be nice babe." I say.
"Want a drink?" Josh asks me. I nod my head and Josh hadns me a drink.
A couple of drinks later, I feel tipsy.
"Joshy." I slur into his ear. "I love you so much."
"I love you to Kayla." Josh says. His lips connect with mine. I wrap my arms around his nect and deepen the kiss.
"Let's check out upstairs babe." Josh says. I nod, following Josh.
We walk up the stairs. I stumble up a few, but Josh catches me. He finds a room upstairs and goes inside.
Once he closes the door, he lips are attached to mine again. He walks us over to the bed and we fall on to it.
"Kayla." Josh moans into my mouth. He pulls up on my shirt.
"Josh, no." I say, removing my lips from his, "I'm not ready." I say.
"Who cares. Come on Kayla." Josh says, trying to kiss me again, but I move my head.
"No Josh. I don't want to. Please stop." I say, trying to push him off, but he is to strong.
"Stop telling me no Kayla!" He barks. He slaps me. I hold my cheek. "Now damn it Kayla." He says, lifting my shirt.
"Josh stop." I swing my arm and punch him in his face. He gets off of me when my fist connected with his face. I got up quickly and ran towards the door, but before I make it to the door, I am forced to the ground. I'm turned over and Josh is on top of me. He punches me in my face.
"FUCK YOU BITCH!" He yells, as his fist is connected to my face once again. I try to block them, but I can't. He sends a couple of good blows to my face. I'm starting to feel weak.
"Josh stop." I manage to choke out. He stops and looks me in the eye.
"I am going to have you tonight. Awake or passed out." He says and punches me one last time and I'm out.
When I finally wake, I'm laying on the bed. Shirt , pants, and panties on the floor. I'm left in my just my bra. Josh raped me. He raped me. I told him no, but he wouldn't take it. I look around and Josh isn't here. I sit up and I'm able to grab my panties off the floor, but I can't grab my shirt or pants. I manage to get my panties on. I try to get up, but fall. Once I hit the ground, I scream and cry. I bring my knees to my chest and cry. The door opens and it's the blone boy from the kitchen.
"Oh my god. Are you okay?" He asks, walking towards me.
"Get Ashton." I manage to speak out through my crys. The boy turns around and runs away from the door. I few miuntes later, I hear someone at the door and it's Ashton.
"KAYLA!" He yells, running over to me. "What the fuck happened?!"
"Josh, H-he-" I try to say, but I'm cut off by my own crys.
"Don't worry. I'm here. He isn't going to hurt you. Come on." Ashton says and carries me out with a blanket over top of me.
*END OF FLASHBACK*
3 days. It's been 3 days since I've seen anyone. They called, texted, hell, they've even came to my house. I don't let them in.
Yes. I like Luke. Luke is amazing and I would love to date him, but I'm scared. Josh was my first love. I loved him so much and I never thought he would do something like that to me.
My Dad went out cause he had a job interview, So, I'm sitting here, eating cereal alone. I haven't even been to school. I'm still tore up about my mom. So makes me even more emotional.
I hear my phone buzzing. Ashton. I don't answer it. I wait a few minutes until I hear a key turn in the door. Thinking it's my dad, I look towards the door to ask how the interview went, but it wasn't my dad. It was Ashton.
"Under the plant still I see." Ashton says, holding the key up and closing the door.
"What are you doing here?" I ask, putting my cereal into the sink.
"Came to check on your ass. You haven't been answering anyone." Ashton says, taking a seat on the couch and I sit down next to him.
"Luke kissed me." I say.
"I know. He told me what happened after I threatened to kick his ass." Ashton says.
"ASH!" I say out of shock, "Why did you do that?!"
"Cause, he was talking to you and next thing I know, you're running down the hallway like you was getting chased by a robber. I thought he done something to you." Ashton says.
"Gos Ash." I say.
"Well, did you like the kiss?" He asks.
"Yeah. I loved it acturally. I just have a bad past Ash." I say.
"You're scared because of what happened with asshole." Ashton says, clenching his fists.
"Yeah." I say.
"Luke would never hurt you. He was the one that found you." Ashton says, making me look at him.
"What?" I ask.
"Yeah, he was going through the house cause I asked him if he saw you. I had to show him a picture. Next thing I know, he runs down the stairs telling me he found you. He looked scared for his life." Ashton says.
"I didn't know that was him." I say.
"Well, you were crying really hard and probably wasn't paying attention." Ashton says.
Luke found me. It was Luke I gave the water to, and he was the one to find me. Woah.
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Hey guys! I just wanna say, if you know anyone that has had this happen to them before or this has happened to you. Tell someone. I know you probably don't want to, but it's the best thing to do. People who rape people are disgusting in my opinion. I hate those kind of people. So just know, stay strong and I love you. If you need anyone to talk to, I'm right here! Promise!
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FanficKayla Holt was the girl everyone was scared of. She was known to be in gangs, being a hooker, or a drug dealer. The only part true is she's a drug dealer. Luke Hemmings was known as the cute, likable, and good guy. When Kayla and Luke first meet, th...
