//Kokichi's POV//
Great. GREAT, g r e a t.
I'm inlove with my best friend.
shuichi kept hugging me untill the bell went, and after panic attacks Shuichi usually hold my hand untill I'm 100% ok...AAAAAAAA hes so sweet it stupid.
"Hey kid you good or whatever?" Kaede walked up to me first, she may not seem like it but they're very nice, she's helped me with breakdowns before shu came to school and texts me every so often "y-yeah I'm ok thanks kaede-san" she smiled for a split second and walked away "koki koki koki are you ok?" Angie is one of my closest friends, and really likes hugs for some reasons- aparently she really likes shuichi's hugs and it get it, he gives the best hugs "i-I'm fine angie-san thanks!" "OO OO OO saihara-kun! Thanks for earlier!" And with what she hugged shuichi, he returned it almost immediately and let go of my hand. I hate how much i miss it,
He smiled at Angie and once again took my hand.
Damn it shu.
I smiled and held it back. Of course.
We walked to lunch behind the rest of the class.
"Hey kichi" shuichi was still holding my hand as i looked up "after lunch ill go to the principals office if you want to go or..." he trailed off waiting for an answer, if i go i get to see what happens buttttttt i dunno....ykow what sure! "O-ok ill go with you i-if thats ok" shuichi nodded and smiled.
⚠️ TW: Eating disorder? Panic attacks, intrusive thoughts. ⚠️
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//at lunch//
//3rd person POV//
"Kaede-chan tell koki and saihara whats happening soon!" Miu poked kaede's shoulder "oh right, so uh school ball thingy is in 4 weeks or something so uh get a date or whatever" she looked at their food and took a bite "thanks for telling me! Ill uh..i dunno ill do something i g-guess" shuichi looked down at his bento with a bright red face, to most people's surprise. Actually thats a lie. Everyone knows shuichi has a big ass crush on kokichi. Exepft ofcourse kokichi. As fate would have it.
Shuichi looked down at his food, lost in thought.
//Shuichi's POV//
Food is...a treat.
Something i should earn right?
Mr saihara always gave me food when i cleaned or did my homework.
I have to earn it.
Mr.Ouma is giving me this free of labor?i didnt do anything to deserve this food.
Fat ass, look in a mirror you dont need food you're already overweight sl*t
Yea. Food is something i don't deserve.
I did so many...disgusting things..right?
Its my fault?
No.
Its not..?
No. He did this.you're still a sl*t
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