Shuichi bandaged himself.
He ended up with an bandage around his face, a bandaid on the bridge of his nose and a large bandaid on the bottom of his right cheek.
He rebandaged the cuts on his wrist and went to bed.
⚠️ TW: S3xual Tr4uma ⚠️
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shuichi opened his eyes. He was laying on a bed with a familiar feeling we wished to never feel again.
He felt used and disgusting.
He was younger and weaker layed next to grown woman. She wasn't clothed and neither was he.
"Shuichi come out there's a new client" his father walked in with a cigarette in his hand "get changed sl*t"
Shuichi sighed and got changed once again.
It'll be ok. Just listen to me and you'll be fine.
"A-alright"
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It was morning now.
I thought i smothered those memories.
He wasn't in a good mood today, but he still didnt want to be in this place so shuichi sighed and got ready for school.
The walk to school was somewhat nerve-wrecking.
The voice was louder than usual today and shuichi was not having it "SHUT UP" he yelled at himself as he walked through the empty streets.
He mumbled insults at his own conscious probably causing a few stares but today he did not care whatsoever.
Walking through the hall in school give him a headache
Same old insults.
Same old bunch of b*tches.
He got to class and sat down in his chair immediately looking out the window .
"Saihara-kun is something the matter?" Kirumi was the first to ask, her gentle mother like tone calmed his nerves slightly; but only slightly "I'm fine Tojo-Sama" "please refrain from using '-sama' we are equals" "oh right my apologies" kirumi bowed and walked away taking the hint.
"Excuse me. i do believe something is bothering saihara-kun does anybody know what that might be?" Kirumi walked to a group of people consisting of kaito, maki,Iruma,rantaro,Tsumugi and kaede; the group looked at shuichi. He seemed mad and irritated but also sad and defeated looking out the window with his hand rested under his chin "yeah saihara seems angry" miu added putting her hands to her hips "whatever let the simp figure it out" kaede sat with her feet up on the desk infront of her uninterested once again "maybe we should check up on the guy, he seems like the type to have some serious trauma" amami sujested looking at his nails "you never know what's happening in someone's mind" maki spoke
right before Tsumugi was about to speak ouma walked through the door to the strange group of teens in a bunch in the middle of the class
"W-why are you guys in a group?" He timidly asked
"We are discussing saihara-kun's mood, it seems to be darker than usual" kokichi looked up at kirumi "w-what do you mean t-Tojo-san?"
"Simphara seems to be either sad or mad I'm not sure i wasn't entirely listening" kaede shrugged "yeah what do you think ouma?" Kaito looked down at the small boy. Ouma averted his gaze upon shuichi. Ouma knew what the expression on the boys face meant, he'd spent enough time with shuichi to understand; the boy was too deep in his dark thoughts "i-ill check on him!" Without waiting for response from everyone he walked over to his friend, their heart beat just a little bit faster; he couldn't tell if it was anxiety or something else but they shook the feeling away and poked Shuichi's shoulder.
Shuichi's mood instantly lifted by the simple presence of his beloved. He smiled widely and warmly at the small boy "ouma-chan g-good morning!" Kokichi smiled "see, he's a simp" kaede mumbled.
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