A Burden I Will Bear

⚫️Never let go⚫️

WARNING!!: s3xual trauma, PTSD episode/panic attack

Shuichi looked at kokichi with concern

"Who?" He spoke up "u-um...m-my ex..the one who—um..he..." kokichi started choking on his words tears threatening to spill "its alright kichi dont push yourself" shuichi smiled "that ass is here?" Kaede huffed "where-"

"Hey! Kokichi..long time no see! Seems like my precious baby doll moved away didnt he?" He was there. Standing behind shuichi and kokichi with a perverse grin on his face. He had black fading to blue hair and blue eyes to match wearing the school uniform "h-h-hello y-yukisa..."

Kokichi was shaking like no one had ever seen them trembling like a leaf in a fast storm gust. The table glared daggers into the monster before them but he chose to ignore them "get the fuck away from ouma asshole" kaito glared "oo! Babydoll has goons! How scary~" he chuckled getting closer to ouma "why dont we talk things out! We were great together weren't we baby~" kokichi tried to reply but nothing came out. He was defenceless. Small compared to him, his overwhelming presence made kokichi shrink into their seat

"Assailants such as yourself arent welcome here so scram." Amami spoke coldly but the monster still didnt move an inch "p-please leave" kokichi finally spoke up "why should i! I'm having so much fun~" the boy lifted his hand putting it on kokichi's chin and lifting their face. An exprecion of pure shock and horror spread across the small kids face "i missed you~" "G-get away f-from me!" " just a little while cmon baby" Yukisa let go of kokichi's face and moved to his wrist beginning to lift kokichi up from his seat. The entire table shuffled quickly getting up and getting ready to run after

"He said no. let go." A cold voice raised up. Yukisa still dint listen continuing to grab kokichi's wrist.

"They said stop. So stop" shuichi grabbed yukines wrist in a blank yet spiteful glare. Small reminder: shuichi is very much strong.

he gripped yukisa's wrist slowly squeezing harder "who the hell are you to tell we what to do?!" "Kichi's my best friend. He's our friend so let him fucking go." "No-" "let go before i break your wrist shitwipe" shuichi glared "f-fine..whatever. Dont think ill give up just because your boy toy here is protecting you baby!" Shuichi let go of yukisa's wrist letting him run away. Kokichi stood there staring blankly at the floor.

"I-i left... i d-did everything i c-could...why is h-he here? Why is that demon here! I escaped him! He's going to hurt me again..hes going to...he is... i-" kokichi ran put the cafeteria before anyone could say a word..

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Shuichi ran outside. Everyone collectively decided that too many people would overwhelm him and a soft know presence could help.

He saw kokichi sitting under Shuichi's favourite tree...rocking back and forth mumbling

"I can fell him touching me...i can feel it...hes here i feel it..his hands...they are on me...GET THEM OFF!" Kokichi was having a episode, seemingly seeing his assailant triggered his PTSD and now here they are.. sobbing

"Kichi its me shuichi whats happening? What do you feel"

"Shu—-ichi?....shuichi help me...help me please....get them off me. Get him off me..GET HIM OFF I DONT LIKE IT PLEASE" shuichi knew what to do.

"Kichi I'm going to sit infront of you ok?"

Kokichi nodded looking around "get him of...get off..GO AWAY" kokichi yelled tugging at his hair "repeat after me...I'm kokichi ouma"

"I'm k-k-kokichi ouma.."

"1...2...3...kokichi ouma"

"1...2...3...kokichi ouma"

"Good! See you can breathe right?" Kokichi nodded "shuichi hes here...i can feel his gross hands on my chest..other places..i can feel him.."shuichi smiled "its ok kichi its just you and me, you're safe i promise. He's not here he cant hurt you its just you. And me."kokichi nodded "you and me...shuichi..and me..."kokichi sat up and quickly hugged shuichi

"sai-chan....please..never let go"