Lunch time was super fun.
Or so he convinced himself.
Wonderful time to spend with his thoughts, his wonderful darkening thoughts.
Food? Really! you think you deserve food? You mess everything up! Remember what Mrs saihara and Mr saihara said?
I was a mistake; never meant to be born..life ruiner
Yeah! Throw the food away you slut
Yeah....
He pulled out a kirigiri plush from his bag and held it in both hands. He layed down underneath the cherry blossom trees in the back courtyard. It was his favourite place to be. Peaceful and rid of all his judgemental school-mates.
"Ah good morning kirigiri-sama! How was my first period? It was great! I got to see ouma-kun! I know he hates me but...so does everyone else so its ok!" He hugged the small plush as tears threatened to spill down his face; a quavering smile still plastered on "I'm a creep aren't i? I-i don't understand.. what did i do? Why wont anyone tell me what i did! I can fix it i swear i can! I-i just want someone to smile at me..thats all i ever ask. A single smile, some compassion n-no contact! I dont even need friends! i-i just want to be told I'm not a bad person" he laughed, not a quiet chuckle nor a giggle. He laughed maniacally. "But that could never h-happen right kiri-sama? Y-yeah an r****d pervert like me could never be loved!" He chuckled to himself as he hugged his knees and sobbed.
Still Smiling
Pain is funny.
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