A Burden I Will Bear

🤍Homophobes🤍

⚠️ TW homophobia, panic attacks, violence ⚠️
//2 weeks later//

//Kokichi's POV//

We were walking to lunch, shuichi was holding my hand since i had just had a panic attack,
"y-you did remember to bring your foo-" " HEY FREAK, CRYBABY! I knew you were a [f-slur]!" Some people whom i recognised from.. the desk things... called out to us, Kaede, maki angie and kaito heard it aswell and glared at the 3 dudes. shuichi's grip on my hand tightened a little and his smile widened, i noticed now that he smiles wide when something pains him, i get why people didnt see any of his issues before.. he hides it well, you'd only know if you're up close and get to I know him wich people didnt often d- oh...I'm crying. Shit.

Shit.

I forgot that word makes me cry. Thanks mother.

"Hey dipsh*t! Back off who gives a fuck who they like, just walk away before i beat the shit outta ya" kaito gritted his teeth and balled up his fists. "Yeah.Thats non of your f*kin business, so kindly f*ck off" kaede hissed " leave us alone." maki glared, i was still crying and shuichi was still smiling, but it quavered and his grip on me was strong, not hurtfull strong but it wasn't as loving as usual, he was either holding in tears or the urge to punch someone, probably both "saihara-kun are you ok? Koki?" Angie walked up to us "o-oh hey Angie-san c-could you hang on to ouma-kun for a sec?" Shuichi asked, i just clinged onto angie and watched shuichi walk up to the male and two others who were standing behind him "hey saihara you good dude?" Kaito asked "let him go Momota, dont kill anyone but if you do keep the bl00d off your clothes" akamatsu warned, "kokichi-kun are you ok?" Maki walked up to me, I'm so weak why am i crying?!

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//Shuichi's POV//

I was holding back tears but mostly the urge to rip these bitches guts out.

he made kichi cry.
I cant forgive that.

I walked up to them and smiled
"You wanna repeat that?" I said softly "w-what? Back off [f-slur]!" One of them said and went to punch me. I dodged easily. Yea to defend myself a little against my shit stain of a father i learnt some fighting.

Another went to punch me aswell, again i dodged and gripped his fist twisting it behind his back and held him against my chest twisting his wrist more every second, "yeah I'm F*king gay so? Make kichi cry again and i will break the measly limbs off your worthless shitfilled wretched bodies, got it?"

I gave one last tug at the bitches arm and threw him at the rest of his buds "bye bye now!" And they ran away .

"W-woah...are you..ok?" Kaito asked, i sighed and calmed down "yup! How's my beloved?" "Hey shuichi, are you bipolar or somethin?" Kaede asked bluntly.. oh i forgot to tell them! "Sorta? I have Cyclothymia, its a milder version of bipolar disorder... sorry if that's weird" i said as i walked over to kokichi, they instantly clinged onto me crying... i love him so much.. "that explains a lot" maki smiled "yeah! Where'd you learn to fight like that?" Kaito asked exitedly "uh, my uncle. Before he moved away and uhh...died" my uncle was my father figure when i was little. He would let me and mom sleep over at his house when mr saihara got real bad. He died in a car crash when i was 8. Two years later mom died so..childhood was super fun. Anyway.

"Kichi are you ok? Ready to stand?" I pet his har and smiled "we are gonna go ahead dont do anything pervy simphara" kaede smiled and walked away with the rest of our friends

"Y-you really are scary sometimes shu-chan" he giggled and got up "*sniff* are you ready t-to eat food?" I will try. Kichi gave me small die to fiddle with, "yup lets go eat!"

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