Ah yes planing comitte.
Tsumugi
Kokichi
Shuichi
Maki
Kirumi
Angie
Tenko
Some kids from other classes and...
Yukisa.
That ass dosent stand a chance as long as I'm here.
He should rot in hell for what he did, ill take him there myself.
"Saihara-kun are you alright? You broke that pencil" maki tilted her head with a concerned smile shuichi looked down at the snapped pencil and began "o-oh..yeah I'm absolutely fine" shuichi pressed the pencil up against his empty page breaking both the paper and the tip of his pencil. He glared at the wrached being. The one with blue hair, he despised that thing "i understand you're pissed at him. So am i but we dont want another incident" maki smiled putting a hand on Shuichi's "s-sorry my head is a bit crowded today..." shuichi mumbled scribbling on his page
"That's completely fine shuichi take a breather outside if you need to" maki rubbed her thumb over shuichi's palm before smiling and getting back to discuss things with Tsumugi.
Shuichi was feeling aggressive today, he had for the past few days, it had been 3 days since the incident with Yukisa and they'd seen him everywhere. Shuichi always hid kokichi behind him when he saw that bitch walk through the halls. He would wink at ouma, and ouma was always on the verge of tears. It had been a rough couple of days and just now with all these gross I've thoughts in his mind did he realise he wasn't in his usual mood. Of course he had a disorder nothing ever went normal for longer than a week or two and now he wanted nothing more than to beat the ever living shit out of Yukisa.
If you're wondering, no the teachers did not care when they reported Yukisa. 'Ouma was being sensitive'
Everyone in this school is an ass.
My friends arent. Remember dont harm them.
Yeah sure.
Good.
Shuichi did this quite often, debates with himself. He separated his intrusive thoughts because they weren't him and he wasn't them. They were there because of things that made them apear. So he separated them and called them 'the voice' or 'voice'
Where the fuck is ouma. Get out of here and find them, push anyone thats in your way.
He'll get here. They're getting supplies.
Mhm what if he dosent come back?
He will.
But what if?
"Shut up"
Shuichi mumbled tugging at his hair "saihara-kun are you-" "I'm fine Angie." he replied louder than intended"O-ok..." shuichi instantly felt bad. His issues weren't reason to be mean. He raised his voice. "w-wait Angie-chan I'm sorry you didnt do anything wrong its just crowded in my head" Angie smiled at saihara and pat his shoulder "it's alright..where's ouma-san?" "I-..i actually dont know h-he should be back by no-"
"Kokichi-baby!" He heard that voice. That ugly stupid voice. And he saw ouma behind Yukisa holding a box of suplies, shaking.
"Ew ew ew!" Angie skwirmed hiding behind maki, shuichi growled and stood up bunching up his fists.
He walked to both boys agresively pushing away Yukisa who fell onto a chair "cmon ouma-san" shuichi grabbed kokichi's box and led him to the table where the girls were siting "thanks s-sai-chan.... is everything alright?" Shuichi looked down at ouma. He was worried for shuichi
"I'm fine kichi" kokichi felt anxious about this entire situation, being in the same room and Yukisa, shuichi was having a crowded day..he just decided to sigh and signal for shuichi to sit next to him.
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You havent gotten anything good down are you an imbecile?
I'm not.
Yeah you fucking are! You don't deserve ouma. He's gonna say no,
Shut up.
Why? I'm saying the truth! You need someone to keep you level minded dimwit.
Shut up.
Just do your work idiot!
I'm fucking trying.
Hurry up then! God you're useless!
SHUT UP.
NO! Why don't you just run out of here and go cry under a tree! Maybe make a few new marks!
No. I'm a month and 2 weeks clean.
Fuck that. Ouma dosent care. No one does.
No one likes you let alone love you.
Ouma hates you.
He dosent like you.
You'll die alone. Hated.Sad.
Shutupshutupshutupshutupshutupshutp
Shut. Up.
"Shut up" shuichi mumbled yet again squeezing the pencil in his hand
Snap
"Shuichi maybe you should listen to music or something that the second pencil you broke in the span of one hour" maki nervously took the pencil away from shuichi "I'm sorry" is all he said, maki sighed and poked kirumi's shoulder, since they had been whispering no one else heard "kirumi-san do you happen to have more of that tea in your bag?" Kirumi nooded and gave maki a bottle "thanks kirumi!" Maki smiled sweetly and handed Shuichi the bottle "drink it. It helps with nerves" shuichi took it and slowly began to sip "thanks maki-" shuichi suddenly felt weight on him.
Maki giggled and pointed at his shoulder where he found sleeping ouma.
The voice stayed quiet for a bit.
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