TW:
Homophobia, abuse,
"Morning kids!..how was your sleep?" Mr Ouma winked at the boys making both grow extremely red "f-fine...." ouma responded "right right.. anyway! What do you kids want for breakfast?" Daiki laughed "panck-"
RINGGGGG RINGGGGG
Just as kokichi was about to answer Shuichi's phone goes of yet again. "S-sorry! I have t-to take thins..you guys continue!" Shuichi picked up the phone with a trembling hand and smiled nervously.
// Shuichi's POV//
"Get back here fukin [f-slur] " "b-but father i-" "I WANT YOU BACK FROM YOUR DUMBASS BOY TOY'S HOUSE BY 11 O'CLOCK GOT IT?!" I smiled.. i realise its a thing i often do when this shit happens..maybe its a nervous thing- i dont kn0w.. he called Kichi a boy toy.....fukin bitch...n-no! H-he'll k-kill me! I-i have to walk home now! "Y-yes mr saihara" Shuichi hung up the phone and sighed one last time "u-uh i have to go! M-my father n-needs me for...something" kokichi looked at me anxiously, i just smiled and grabbed my coat and bag "well if your..father? Needs you i guess its fine. Come over anytime shuichi you're always welcome here! Have a good day" mr ouma waved me goodbye as i gripped the door nob. I shot one lasts smile at kokichi and sprinted to my house with the little energy i had left.
Luckily kokichi lived in the same neighbourhood as me so it wasn't too long a run.
//3rd person POV//
Shuichi opened the door....everything was clean.....
Hm strange
"Oh there you are Shuichi, did you cover up that black eye like your dad told you to?" Mrs saihara came out the kitchen in a skin tight body suit with a poofy jacket and a black skirt smoking a cigarette...one thing to note: cigarette smoke makes it hard for shuichi to breathe..yeah Mrs saihara dosent care.
"*Cough* y-yea...*Cought* but t-they dont care anyway" shuichi looked down avoiding eye contact and pulled his hat down "ugh..bastard kid" Mrs saihara scoffed and harshly graved shuichi's face forcing him to look into her dull hateful blue eyes "look at me when I'm talking you Shuichi" she pushed his jaw away..blood lightly dripped from nail marks around his jawline "s-s-sorry Mrs saihara" shuichi looked up at her adjusting his hat to look back into her eyes "why wouldn't you look at me? I'm gorgeous and s3xy! Oh that's right your gay..fukin disgusting" she flicked the edge of shuichi's hat with a disgusted look on her face "a-actually I'm pansexual...i um i c-could s-still date girls..." "then why dont you? You a fuckboy or something? Sleeping around with everyone? Breaking hearts with that pretty face of yours? Sl*t" shuichi was on the verge of tears. Not a lot of people knew but sl*t was a trigger word for him. It brought back a lot of feelings he never wanted to feel again, faces he wanted to forget, but everyday because of his fathers want of money shuichi was reminded of the things he was forced to do.
"P-please d-dont call me t-that" "what? Sl*t? You are a though?" She taunted "s-sorry" "pumpkin! Is Shuichi home?" Shuichi's father called from the kitchen. Shuichi stiffened up and trembled slightly "yea!, go on go see your father" she gave him and aggressive push towards the man claiming to be a father "y-yes father?" His father dropped the beer can he held walked over to his son looking down to him "i want you to work harder in school" he said with an icy glare "b-but da-Mr.saihara im in the top 3 of the entire sc-" *SLAP* shuichi felt a familiar burning sensation on his cheek "Dont talk back to me bastard! I needt you to be number one by the end of the week understood?" "Y-yes father" shuichi bowed and attempted to leave only to have his wrist gripped tight "we're not done yet" he was pulled back into the killing glare of his so called father.
"Where were you all day yesterday hm?" Shuichi's father belt down closer to his sons face "i-i was with k-kichi-chan" shuichi couldn't help but smile at the name no matter what situation he was in "kichi-chan? Kichi?! Who the fuck gave you permission to have a boyfriend? To make friends? To have a sleepover?!" Mr saihara walked closer and closer until he was gripping his kids neck dangerously tight but not tight enough shuichi couldn't respond. Today shuichi wasn't in an angry mood. He wasn't possessive and jealous, he wasn't confident and all glory eyed. Today he was scared. His usual soft self, the one too scared to do anything but say apologies, the one many people thought to be a creep when smiling nervously. The one that couldn't fight back..and god did he wish he could switch moods..but it dosent work like that. Maybe if he was triggered he could. But what can his father say in this situation to make him switch?
"S-sorry....___mr__s-saihara" shuichi apologised trying to regain his breath "you cant see that bitch anymore got it? That whore is just making you believe shit that ain't gonna happen. Understand?"
You see what he said about ouma-chan? You hear that? Are you going to be a little coward or are you going to stand up and do something worth while for once.
Do it.
Do it
DO IT
The voice was screaming at his ear. Driving him to the edge. Because how dare he speak that way about hid beloved? His only hope? His will to live? Ouma deserves everything in shuichi's eyes.
So the switch was made.
And punches were thrown.
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