lunch time!
Woop woop.
"Hey kirigiri-sama! How was your day? Mine was actually decent! I mean I got punched and choked in the morning but now my class will try tolerating me!" Shuichi sat at his usual spot talking to his only friend as per usual but company was on his way "h-hey saihara-kun" Shuichi felt a familiar flutter "o-ouma! God afternoon what can i do for you?" Kokichi sat next to shuichi "a-arent you going to eat?" "Nope! I'm not allowed food for a week" shuichi slapped his mouth as he said that "Ah! I wasn't supposed to say that" kokichi blinked a few times "life at home isnt nice is it?" Shuichi's eyes whidened "n-no" "hey saihara-kun can you tell me what you have?" Shuichi thought for a second "ah i see what you mean.. uh please dont hate me when i tell you!" Kokichi nodded "well for starters, I'm probably developing an eating disorder, uh d...depression, anxiety, i often have intrusive thoughts... they aren't nice to say the least, also ADHD" kokichi smiled.
Shuichi felt his heart explode, his face was heating up and a genuine smile crept onto his face
ouma smiled....at me! At me!
"I'm sorry people drove you to self harm saihara-kun.....i...i get what you feel" kokichi rolled up his sleeves to reveal several scars, less than shuichi but they were there non the less "o-ouma-sama...do you still do it?" Kokichi smiled wider "nope! 3 months clean, i havent told anyone though" shuichi could barely process what was happening "w-well If no one else told you...I'm proud of you!" Kokichi's smile was way softer now "really you are?" Shuichi smiled "yeah! I wish i was that strong.. your amazing" kokichi put a hand over shuichi's, shuichi flinched at the contact but it felt nice...soft and warm. The only contact he ever got were punches, slaps, pushes, cuts,choking kicking the list goes on, but now contact didnt seem so bad. He wanted more but settled for oumas small hand on top of his "you'll get there! I can h-help if you want, people say I'm good at listening....hey why are you crying?" Shuichi used his left over hand to touch his face.. was he that touch starved? "S-sorry ive never been treated so nicely"
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