Euphoria

Gang shit part::6

Today after school jahseh had a spa day with me because Ashley couldn't and I promise to give him head after.

We set in a bubble bath with face mask on and he talked to me about all his plans with his career. I asked him about that song with trippy and he said he don't know if he'll put it out yet but he showed me more music.

Anywho after we were done with that we put on some onesies and I let jahseh do my toes because my nails already done. They're baby blue and jahseh painted my toes white.

He let me clean and do his too but only clear, even though pink would look so cute on him but whatever. After that we just cuddle and now we watching anime.

His head is laying on my chest as I gently rub the side of his face. We were cozy all up in our matching bear pajamas I almost fallen asleep but jahseh squeezes my thigh once in the blue moon to keep me up.

He doesn't like being awake by himself because he's such a baby.

"Mickey"

"Hum"

I hummed

"I'm tired"

"Me too"

I respond honestly, his hand went up to my zipper on my onesie zipping it down to my waist. I had a tank top on underneath so nothing was exposed although I didn't have on a bra.

He set up pushing me on my side then laying down to spoon me. His hand went inside my shirt grabbing one of my boobs as he laid down to rest.

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I woke up alone which confused me cause where did jahseh go in the middle of the night. I check the time seeing it's 3:06am making me frown.

I was ready to call him but his phone laid next to mine. The hell he go? My door opened making me look that way.

He walked in with no shirt, blood covered all over him and he had a lap top in his hands. I look into his eyes with fear hoping I'd see x but it was jah.

He held no regret, no remorse, no emotion showed in him at all and it scared me. He broke eye contact by going into my bathroom shutting the door.

I set in the bed with my knees into my chest not moving an atom.

.

It's been 15 minutes and I'm still in that position, my bathroom door opened revealing a cleaned up jah with the laptop still in his hands.

He set it down on my dresser walking over to the bed. I look at his stomach as he kept his eyes on me. I didn't look up cause I didn't want him to see how scared I was but he could probably feel it from where he's standing.

"Lay down"

He spoke in a stern tone, I quickly did as told turning on my side not facing him. He got in next me make me tense up.

He laid closely beginning to play in my hair

"Do you love me"

He asks

"Y-yes"

I spoke hesitantly, he got closer placing a peck on my neck making me fully relax

"I love you too"

He said spooning me tighter

-

I woke up with the sun shining into the room, I still felt him wrapped around me making my heart race.

But this is what I have to deal with, I have to get use to his craziness. It's what he does, even though somethings may scare me I have to deal.

This is forever, and I don't really have a choice.... and I can't lie...he kinda looked good covered in blood, yeah I'm going to hell.

I felt his warm kisses on my shoulder scaring me out my thoughts a little but I immediately felt relaxed.

I heard my door open making both of us turn our heads that way.

"Jah"

Tank called motioning for him to follow him out the door. Jahseh slowly got up following him and I just went into the bathroom.

•

Jahseh pov

"What's up"

"Vro they went to the cops"

"They only know me from being x"

"Yeah but they know about members only"

"Ok? We're not a known gang, we do music so they gon think it's a group thing"

"they can tell them it's not just music and it's an actual gang"

"Well nobody's gonna believe em, plus it was self defense...seriously this time"

He looked at me not believing a word out of my mouth mainly because 'self defense' is my favorite excuse.

"How jah? What was self defense about you stabbing 3 people!?"

"First off..watch ya tone. Secondly it was 8. They started surrounding me bro, I kept telling them to back up the wouldn't. It was a group of people coming for me..1 person. What would you do? Sit there and get jumped maybe even killed?"

He shook his head not having a response

"Tank you seen me, you know what I do to people"

"Ok, I understand but we don't need people spilling shit about members only. We've been low key for so long. We not like them bloods and crips, we different"

"Nigga I know, I made the rule but I've never told any of you not to defend y'all selves"

"You right"

He nodded

"I feel you vro, I don't want everybody to know about the gang shit either cause we don't do this for people to fear us, we don't do this to run the city, we do this to get out of the city"

"Yup, and soon as we get enough money-"

"Fuck this gang shit, It's played out. We tryna get out the hood not caught up in it"

He dap me up

"We gon be rich vro watch, and we ain't gotta worry about any of us dying here. Unlike many, we know what we doing, we know how to survive. We got this, don't doubt me"

"I never did"

He respond

"Good we bout to take over the world"

Sorry but I edited out the parts about M.O because I wanna wait longer to talk about them