Dear Hillary

nooooooooo

February 5th, 2015

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so i posted a recap and now i'm posting today

lsknglskngsldkgn so school's fun! nope

i have a paper to write, a test to study for, and i need to sleep for once. i have 1 hour and no motivation, so what am i doing? wattpad, which i haven't done in about a month until i have a million things to do

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so I'm gonna try to post daily once again for myself really. i looked back on some of the other entries and i was so depressed xD

the last couple of days have been stressful because of everyone being in a bad mood, homework, and competition

but i am okay! i'm the shoulder everyone leans on, and sometimes that weight is a little too much to bear. i have to put everyone down and just breathe for a second, but then i get everyone back on my shoulders and im stronger than i was before. that's the important part; that i learned something. i've been trying to do that a lot lately. i try to analyze the situations that i'm in immediately instead of a few days later

it makes me more aware and more in control of what i should and shouldn't say

I love you all, and this was my day!

Mel xx

another day another ehhh i don't earn money so