Dear Hillary

Candidates

Dear Hillary,

So I promised you a special entry for my crush candidates.

I'm not gonna use their real names in case anyone from school sees and tells them xD

NUMBER ONE
'Jacob' hah

So he goes to my church, and for my early morning classes, we drive to his house, pick up him and his sister, and then go to the church. His mom or dad comes and picks us up from their and then my mom meets me at their house.

He's nice and we like a lot of the same things. He's the only guy in my church that's cute AND in my age group. He can be a little clueless at times and kind of annoying, but it's all for good reasons. His hair was on fleek today xD xD

But he's not my official crush because I don't see him all that often or for all that long. He goes to another school. We both agreed that the freaking dress was blue and black GAH

But I know he doesn't like me, and a bunch of other girls like him.

NUMBER TWO
'John' whoops

He's a grade above me, but oh well. We only have 2 classes together and none next year. He goes to my school, and when he broke up with his girlfriend, I talked to him for the whole gym period. That was when I started to like him. I also wrote an imagine about it cuz I thought he was gonna ask me out D: He's been through a lot and we have a lot in common.

He's a really nice and genuine guy and he's hilarious. He has a lot of off days and can get upset easily, but so can I.

But he's always saying, "I want to keep you guys as friends because I don't have many I actually care about." One of my friends was playfully asking to hold his hand and he was like "no I don't want to cause any rumors or give you the wrong idea." Plus one of my friends was his girlfriend and my other friend already likes him, so.

We went bowling for gym and I got a selfie with him :) My friend hugged him goodbye and I kinda stood there for a second waiting for him to hug me, but he didn't. Sigh.

I just like guys. There's a few more, but they've died off by now. I still get a few butterflies when I look at them or I think "I really want to be best friends with them." And there are few from back in Michigan that I just want to see and talk to so badly. When I say a few, I actually mean five or six wow

I don't get many guy friends, so when one of them is extra nice to me, I think they like me, then I like them and akdbksndkcnskdc

In conclusion I'm a hormonal mess and guys should avoid me.

Mel xx

I'll let you know any developments and tell you the stories of a few past crushes at a later date xD