Dear Hillary

FOUR

November 17th, 2014

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Four was SO GOOD. and like not even from a biased perspective. I just

I feel like there's not even enough songs on the album xD there needs to be more. A few of my favorites are Clouds, Spaces, and Night Changes AND ACT MY AGE HAHAHAH

I love them so much. I'm so proud

Other than that it was a uneventful WAIT

so in select choir we signed up for a competition and I messed up the audition video

Me. I did. It sucked.

And I've hated myself for it

So I told someone I wanted to quit select choir and they went and tOLD THE CHOIR TEACHER and she's like

Come here! Are you quitting?

And she was being really nice about it and sweet which she never is

And I'm like

No of course not

And then I went home and cried because I had to lie to her. So I asked my mom if I could quit and she's like

at the end of this year yeah

And I wanted to scream

Because like, the choir doesn't need me. There are four other, much MUCH stronger sopranos than me so I'm just an afterthought

And they overpower me so much that I don't sing at all so what's the point

And that put me in a bad mood for school tomorrow and I just

Mel

FOUR THO