Dear Hillary

untitled lol

October 7th, 2015

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Dear Hillary,

so yeah i said i would write in this when school started. . .

ANYWAY HERE'S A RECAP SINCE THEN;

-started early morning classes with my crush again omgggg

-school sucks but that's not new

-I kind of almost started daily updates again for my imagines but lol

-i had two panic attacks within two days

-become way more stressed and depressed that probably ever

-found out that life can be freaking great too though

-IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY ON THE 4TH WHOOP

-the problems have been racking up but so have the blessings

-i've gotten hecka (lol) good at my favorite video game and have already preordered the next one it comes out so soooonnn ooooh

-I KEEP REMEMBERING THAT WE BASICALLY FACETIMED THAT ONE TIME

-uh i think thats it

so yeah that's pretty much it for now

I know i need to publish more often because you have been ughhh but I literally need 12 more hours in the day. If I could stay up all night on school nights without actually dying I 100% would. I get home to do homework and then spend two hours on tumblr and crap and then it's dinner time and then i convince myself I should probably eat something good for me but that takes so long and then it's eight and i'm falling asleep so i eat some ice cream and by the time i go to do my two hour+ homework, it's 10.

downward spirallll

I know I'll get through it, I just need to hustle hard, you know? I need to get stuff done and play after that. sdgnlsnjfdsasdfdgnl

I will hopefully be back for more in depth details about my day, but for now, bye!

Melody x

p.s. i feel like i'm dying xD