Dear Hillary

bad words

December 8th

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Literally want to kill myself

I failed my math test and my grade is 75 and I've never done anything like this

I've always been great at math and then this year comes along and I can't do it

I cried twice during math class because unlike everything else in this stupid world school actually matters and I'm not doing too hot

Like it will affect my grade in the class and then on the state test and then the rest of my high school years and I'm freaking out guys

But no one likes a sad person and so I can't do anything about this

My mom wouldn't come and get me from school and my friends really don't care so

and I thought I didn't care but obviously do and guys I just wanna be done

Obviously I can't; there's no way of doing it without hurting someone or getting caught or not doing it right and ughhhhhh

this made me feel better but I just want the world to explode or ISIS to capture me or cancer or something

Mel xx

p.s. don't take this seriously I'm just ranting