Dear Hillary

Surgery?

April 14, 2015

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Dear Hillary,

Today I was really tired lol but what's changed

I had my doctors appointment, and then said I shouldn't need surgery if the antibiotics I'm now taking work. Knowing my luck, they probably won't xD

But they said even if they do surgery, it might just keep coming back so I'm screwed lol

Then I got an ice cream cone, so it was all good

Tbh I'm sick of being fat. I feel awkward sitting around everyone in class because it looks like I could be three months pregnant. I want to run and get fit, but I don't have time or energy

So I'm starving myself. Well mostly. I'm not eating breakfast or dinner. Everything else is okay I guess

It's just all the junk food I ate on break that's making me feel so big ugh

I don't like lying and that's why I'm telling you this.

Oh I have to go to class now UH bye

Mel xx