i won't make it

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by okaybae

by okaybae

November 12, 2015

Dear Hillary,

So I went to the doctor's on Tuesday, didn't go to school, and then we had yesterday off WOOP

In which I didn't do any writing at all D:

I really suck at this sigh so i should really be doing that instead of this. . .

The doctor said I'm doing better, but he's said that before. And the antibiotics (yes, there's more) that I'm taking now make me actually throw up if I don't take it with food hah

I've been playing my new game a lot, which is fun, but i haven't written anything D: I have another doctors appointment on the day that I need to end my imagines, the 15th of December, so I need to hustle. I'm actually terrified.

What if I don't finish? I really want to end it again that day, but it doesn't help that I am extremely shallow and am put off by the fact that this book only has 245k reads and not 2 million like my first book did only a year ago today.

it's been a year? only a year?

yeah so that's eating my brain apart

and my crush most certainly wants nothing to do with me so

wow this got depressing fast. i have to go to math now sigh we have a test tomorrow.

If I could legit have 12 more hours in the day and all of which were me being yelled at someone until I wrote imagines I would probably be the happiest person alive. I can't write any other way.

I just get into the mindset that I'm at home and can relax so work is irrelevant and then everything goes downhill from there. I need mental training tbh

I might not make it by December 15th. And if I don't I will cry and probably just lie on the ground for a few hours

IM SO HAPPY FOR DAN THO HE MET JLAW YAYYYY

Mel x

p.s. i don't like this