Dear Hillary

24 Hours

March 9 - 15, 2015

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Dear Hillary,

I don't want to make it sound like I pity you, but I feel so bad for you. I want the best for you. I hope you are or do feel better soon xx

Speaking of pity, it really ticks me off when people are like 'ew don't pity me i hate pity.' Do you realize that most of the time it's because they want the best for you? Being independent isn't always the best thing, and sometimes you really do have to rely on others. Pity is not always a bad thing. 

anyway lol

9th- oh it was a monday let's see. I actually don't remember anything xD 

10th- It was a tuesday. I took a shower lol 

11th- I had a choir rehearsal for the concert and my sister sang her solo and she did pretty good and it was fun so yeah 

12th- Alright. 

So I had a choir concert. Our, high school, choir sang Brave, You've Got a Friend, Bless the Broken Road, Somewhere Out There (great song), and Ebony and Ivory. The latter two were combined numbers with the junior high and elementary. 

The stage was set up so the high school and junior high were on risers on the stage, and the risers on the floor in front of the stage was the elementary. They were so loud xD 

So I had a good time, I guess. The risers we had were so old and creaky and not sturdy, and I was on the very top row, so I fell off and died, yanno. No xD but everytime anyone moved I got really dizzy and almost fell. 

So afterwards I was really hot but I couldn't take a shower because i was way too exhausted. so i went to bed, and then

13th- My school didn't have school, so I woke up at some time to watch my sisters because my daddy had to go and get a colonoscopy. They came home at 5 and then my friend Mary came over at 7 for her birthday which was the next day. She slept over and I had a good time, but I made her wait until midnight to open her presents xD She really liked it, which I was happy about.

14th- We woke up at 9 the next day and played video games until 1 when she had to go home. Then at 3 I went to her house for her birthday party. Her mom smokes, she has a dog and a cat, and we went for a long walk in the cold, and I have asthma. So by the end of the time (seven o clock sharp) I could not breathe.

I got home and immediately hopped in the shower so I wouldn't smell like smoke for church the next day, and I forgot to use my inhaler before that xD xD So I was in the shower, singing and and dancing to my music and then i was like

wait i can't breathe hah

and so I had to stop dancing and remind myself to breathe. it didn't help that I was in a very steamy shower D:

So I'm alive, but I'm still having occasional amounts of breathing problems. It's not enough to take anything, though. 

15th- Hey that's today! I figured I would do it now because I'll forget. 

So today I woke up and my dad was like

we're late for church, when in fact we had fifteen minutes, so I shot out of bed, got dressed, and went downstairs and my dad was still in his pajamas. 

he's like

oh you're fast 

I'm like

goodnight 

and tried to pass out on my couch. Then I went to church and had a great time. Last week I missed it, and I felt terrible the whole week. 

But tonight I'm going to a camp meeting for my girl's camp in the summer. I'm an older person who makes sure everyone has fun, called a YCL. Young Camp Leader, I think?

so that's until 7:30, but it's an hour away. I have to leave soon, but I'm thinking I should take a nap for what i'm gonna do. 

I'm going to wake up at midnight tonight, and then not go to sleep until the next midnight. I just want to say I stayed awake for 24 hours, I don't know. People think I'm crazy, but I don't have school, so. But I do have my seminary class at 6. That'll be fun. Also, I'll be super tired for school Tuesday, but I don't see another day anytime soon I have to do that. 

Also, I have a lot of things I need to work on. I need to write and write and write and write! I'm always writing. 

alright. I think that's it. I need to go take a nap, then I'll least have some sleep in my system! :)

I hope everything goes good for everyone for at least one minute today. 

Mel xx

p.s. MY FRIEND MADI SANG THAT COVER ON THE SIDE ISN'T SHE AMAZING. SHE IS LIFE GOALS HONESTLY AND SHE MIGHT BE MOVING TO ANOTHER TOWN AND I'M REALLY sad omg i'm really upset now