Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough

Four

The following days of our relationship seems to be like we're both in cloud 9, Wala akong masabi sa pagiging maalagang boyfriend ni Dexter.

The way he treated me na parang isang prinsesa na ako lang ang nakikita niya. He never stopped doing things na nagpapakilig pa rin sa akin like every morning he calls me just to say good morning and tell me to eat breakfast or mag-iingat sa pagpasok, stuff like that made me feel special for him kaya mas lalo pa akong napapamahal sa kanya at dumating na nga sa point that kinasasabikan ko na ang oras na magkikita kami after office hours.

After a month of our happy relationship ay mas naging clingy sa akin si Dexter tulad ng gabing yun na magkasama kami dahil niyaya niya akong mag-dinner sa labas.

"Baby Saan mo pa gustong pumunta?" Dexter asked me when we finish to eat dinner.

"Aren't we still be going home?" Sagot ko naman na patanong sa kanya.

"Saturday bukas baby--- Do you want to go somewhere?" He informed and asked.

"Ah so, ayaw mo pang umuwi?" Malambing kong tanong, because I can see na gusto pa niyang mag-spend ng time sa akin.

"Yes babe, I still want to be with you." Saad niyang agad ginagap ang kamay ko at dinala sa labi niya para halikan.

Napangiti ako at pinungayan ko siya ng mata.

"Okay, Saan tayo?" Tanong ko na nanatiling nakatingin sa kanya.

"I know a place baby--- Let's go." Anyaya niya at agad na kaming tumayo para magtungo sa lugar na sinasabi  niya.

After a few minutes drive nakarating kami sa tapat ng isang private Resort, bumaling ako sa kanya at nagtatakang tinignan ito.

"What are we gonna do here babe?" I asked him furiously.

"This place is our new project I want to show what Im doing sa work ko--- Is it okay if we check this place?" He explained and asked me.

Napabuga ako ng hangin and smiled at him sweetly.

"Yes of course babe--- I want to see how good engineer my boyfriend was." Natatawang tugon ko at  nagpa unlak na pumasok sa loob ng resort na iyon.

The place is still under construction but already have some facilities na yung iba ay bukas na for business.

The area I think is about 5 hectares ang kabuu-an at sobrang ganda ng pagkaka ayos ng lugar.

"This project is one of my favourite, you know why?" Dexter said na yumakap pa sa likuran ko.

"Why?" I asked him na tiningala pa siya.

"Because this place will be our safe haven---- dahil this resort belongs to me." He uttered na nagpa-lingon sa akin bigla sa kanya.

"What? S-sayo to?" Di makapaniwalang tanong ko dahil wala naman akong ideya na mag-mamay ari ito ng ganoong kalaking resort.

"Di ko nasabi sayo babe--- dahil I still need to work out on it.
Ang property na to ay pag-aari ng lolo at lola ko and then before my lola died I promise her na aalagaan at papagandahin ko ang lupang to para lagi siyang maalala  ng ibang tao." Pagku-kwento nito na mistulang binabalikan ang nakaraan.

Hinaplos ko ang pisngi niya ng humarap ako sa kanya.

"You're really good at whatever you did babe--Congrats." I told him and even smiled.

"Yeah-- co'z I want to empress you baby, do you like it here?" Tanong ni Dexter na nakatingin sa mga mata ko habang nagnining ning ang mga mata nito.

"Kahit noon pa man babe na hindi pa tayo-- Im always impressed by how hard working and loving you are---- I love you babe and Im so proud of you." Madamdamin kong tugon while staring at him lovingly.

That moment I realized how much I am deeply and madly in love with Dexter na hindi ko ata kakayaning mawala siya sa buhay ko.

He was my first love and hope to spend the rest of my life with.

Bumalik sa kasalukuyan ang isip ko when Dexter held my hands and lead me somewhere.

Napalingon ako sa kanya with questioning look.

"Saan tayo pupunta?" I asked him wondering.

"Im gonna show you my private suite babe." Sagot niya na nakapaskil pa rin ang matamis na ngiti sa kanyang labi.

I felt a little bit tension dahil iba ang naiisip kong eksena.

Me and Dexter haven't tried to become intimate sa isang buwan naming pagiging mag nobyo. Although sometimes I can feel his urge to become more intimate na minsan ay pilit kong iniiwasan dahil parang awkward pa sa pakiramdam ko ang ganong bagay but I know eventually he will asked me for that.

I don't know if Im ready to give myself to him but I love him too much that I think I couldn't say no to if ever he asked for it.

Nang makarating kami sa isang kubo house na yari sa kahoy ay binalingan ako ni Dexter.

"Baby, eto yung pinagawa kong kubo house na pwede nating tambayan during our off---- pasok tayo?" He told me and opened the door.

Pagkabukas niya ng pinto ay napasinghap ako sa nakitang ganda sa loob ng kubo house na iyon.

It was small but inside is so amazing.

May mga gamit na sa loob, isang mini sala na may sofa na napakaganda ng pagkaka-ayos at isang maliit na kwarto. Yari sa narra tree ay sawali ang dingding kaya napaka presko niyon.

I saw Dexter open the door of the bedroom and I saw how small but beautiful it was.

May isang double size na bed halos kasya lamang doon at isang maliit na lamesa sa gilid.

"Come baby--- check if you wanted to put anything here inside, I want you to feel comfortable when you are resting pag pupunta tayo dito." He told me at hinila ang kamay ko papasok sa loob ng silid ng kubo house.

"W-wala naman akong naiisip babe, okay na to ang ganda at very relaxing ng ambience." I uttered at iginala ang mga mata sa paligid.

Dexter put his arm around my waist and hugged me tight, I can even feel his warm breath that touches my skin kaya bahagyang nagtayuan ang mga balahibo ko.

"Im glad you liked it baby---
I love you." He whispered softly into my ear and even kissed the tip of it.

Napalunok ako sa ginawa niya dahil sa kakaibang sensasyong  aking naramdaman sa kaibutaran dahil sa ginawa ni Dexter.

"Yes babe---basta kasama kita kahit saan magiging komportable ako, because I know na hindi mo ako iiwan." I answered and even face him.

I look at him in the eye and raised my arm to touch his face.

"I want to kiss you baby." Narinig kong bulong niya habang nakatitig sa akin na may kasamang paghahangad.

Napalunok ako dahil ramdam ko ang pananabik ni Dexter para sa akin.

I saw the longing of desire in his face and I know that he wanted me so bad.

I love Dexter so so much that Im willing to give him everything.

"Kiss me babe--- Im all yours tonight." I uttered tenderly at pinungayan ko pa siya ng mata.

I know he want to have an intimate moment with me at nakahanda na akong ibigay ang aking sarili sa kanya ng buong buo.

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