Always & Forever

Chapter 20, "Okay."

Jayda's POV

2 weeks later....

Harry has been flooding himself with work lately ever since we found out about Kara's miscarriage. I felt so horrible because she doesn't deserve this. Nobody does.

I've tried my best to just be there for Kara as much as I can. I've been going over there everyday just to be with her. I've taken the kids as well because I know how worried they are for her, and plus it gives her a distraction while I work.

She has assured me that I don't have to come visit everyday, but I was worried about her. It was 2 in the morning and I was wide awake for no reason at all. Harry was sound asleep next to me and I didn't want to wake him up. Knowing Kara was like a little sister to him, I knew he was taking this hard. She was so excited. God, why her?

I stared up to the ceiling when I got this horrible feeling in my stomach. I instantly ran to the bathroom releasing vomit into the toilet. No. No no no no no. Now is not the time. I've been feeling a bit under the weather lately, but please don't tell me this is what I think it is. Maybe it's not. Maybe this is just from me food poisoning or like motion sickness. I have been moving around a lot lately. Hell, it's probably stress.

I tip toed back into bed not wanting to wake Harry but it was no luck. He was already up.

"You okay?" he asked worriedly.

"Yeah. I think I ate something bad today and it just wasn't sitting right with me."

"Oh," he said dryly.

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah."

"Harry don't do that. Please talk to me baby. I don't like seeing you like this."

"I know and I'm trying. I don't mean to be so distant it's just that that was a lot...I wasn't expecting something so tragic to happen."

"I know me neither. They would've been amazing parents. I'm just hoping that she doesn't give up on trying. I want them to be happy." I said, snuggling into his chest.

"Me too babe, me too."

He lifted my chin gently up towards him placing a soft long kiss. It's been a minute since we've had any physical interaction, but I didn't need that. I just needed him. I just needed Harry. This whole thing has made me realize that anything can happen and I just want to hold those around me so close and protect them from everything.

"I love you," I said softly.

"I love you more." he comforted, kissing my cheek.

We quickly fell back asleep....

the next day...

Harry didn't have to go to the studio today due to the fact that everyone was moving in today. Everyone except Kara and Zayn; their room has been under renovation for the past 2 weeks. I figured we would have to expand, but the other boys assured that their rooms were just fine.

"You ready to do some moving?" I asked, winking at Harry.

"You bet."

We watched as 3 big moving trucks parked in the driveway. Oh god. The boys all got out excitedly as the ladies pulled up in cars.

"Good morning folks! Y'all ready for this?" Louis said excitedly.

"Nope," Harry teased, hugging all the boys.

I gave them all quick hugs before heading over to the gals.

"How are you pretty ladies doing?" I asked, giving them all hugs.

"Good and yourself?" Eleanor answered.

"Pretty well. I've pretty much just been checking up on Kara the past two weeks and getting the house together for them."

"You are too amazing Jayda. I don't get how you do it all. We've all been praying for Kara and Zayn. I just want them to be okay," Maya said.

"We all do," I sighed.

We walked over towards the boys who were still talking on the porch.

"Y'all ready to get this started?" I asked.

"Let's do it," Niall encouraged.

6 hours later...

After 6 long and tedious hours of moving boxes and rearranging rooms, we were finally done. The kids were upstairs playing but we were all about to eat soon, so they should be coming down soon.

"Boy was that a workout," Louis huffed.

"Louis you barely did anything," Eleanor laughed.

"Hey, watching you guys continue to put things in the wrong spot is exhausting. I swear, if you want something done right, you have to do it yourself." he teased, making the group laugh.

Frankie, Hendrix, and Hannah suddenly came rushing down from upstairs and over to us all.

"Hey baby, y'all ready to eat?" I asked, as he came over laying on my stomach.

"Mommy....you have a baby inside your stomach," he giggled.

His words caused everyone's eyes to shoot up towards me. I was stunned myself. Surely this was some joke the universe was playing on me.

"I...uh..." I stammered, making eye contact with a confused Harry.

"Here, guys why don't we go fix your plates?" Maya said, motioning put her hands.

They all got up walking over to the kitchen with her.

"Jayda?" Niall asked.

"Well....is there?" Louis questioned.

"I don't know. I haven't even taken any type of test." I explained.

Harry just stayed silent the whole time. Was he mad? I couldn't get a read out of his expression.

"Guys, why don't we also go fix our plates. Obviously these two have some talking to do," Eleanor suggested.

The boys obliged walking away into the kitchen.

"How long have you known?" Harry demanded.

"I didn't.....I don't. We don't really know anything. Like I said, I haven't taken a test. I haven't even thought about it," I half told the truth.

"Jayda you've already kept this from me before-"

"I'm not keeping anything from you. I genuinely don't even know if I am," I said, interrupting him.

"Okay," he huffed.

"Okay?"

"Yes Jayda. Okay," he whisper shouted, and stormed into the kitchen.

Well I definitely wasn't going on there after that. I'm just a little sick. I'm not pregnant. Right?