Always & Forever

Chapter 74, "All is well"

Jayda's POV

It was 8 in the morning and a weekend and Harry is coming over to drop the kids off. Communication between us has strictly been about the kids. It's not even because I'm avoiding him or that I'm mad at him, it's just that I don't know what more to talk about with him. Kara is off at work I think or probably shopping. Who knows. All I know is that I woke up and she wasn't here. I don't even know if she came home last night.

I never want things to be awkward between him and I due to the fact that I still love Harry, but I can't cave. Not this time. I'm just now learning how to be independent again and not rely on him for so much.

Other than Harry problems, things between Corbyn and I have been really nice. He's the most comforting person ever. It's nice having someone to hold onto at night. He's been really patient with me but it's like I want to do nothing more than to just.....okay let me stop.

My thoughts were soon interrupted by the doorbell. I walked over and greeted Harry and all the kids.

"How are mommas babies?" I cheered, pulling them into a hug and showering them with kisses, making them laugh.

"We're good mom. We watched movies and got burgers. I wish you were there." Hannah smiled.

"Maybe next time." I smiled. "How about you take your sister in her room so she can take a nap."

With that, they headed off leaving just Harry and I. "Hey." he said.

"Hello Harry."

"Do you mind if we talk?" he asked.

"Sure. Come on in."

I first walked to the kids room to see what they were doing and they were completely passed out on Hannah's bed. I smiled at the sight and put the covers over all of them.

I walked back to find Harry nervously shuffling on the couch. "Are you alright?" I asked.

"Yea. Sorry."

"Why are you apologizing?" I laughed.

"I don't know. Sorry."

"Harry."

"Right. I'm done."

Harry's POV

I don't know why I'm so nervous like I've never talked to Jayda before. Maybe it's because I know I'm in some deep shit.

"Jayda I just want you to know that I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you. I want you to know that I have never stopped loving you even when it feels like it. The one thing I regret the most is having you ever question the love I had and still have for you. I'm not asking you to take me back or anything because I know that's going to take more than some apology, but I want you to know that I'm working on myself. I'm doing this for you and because of you. I know I lost myself along the way and I don't exactly know how, but what I do know is that it isn't your fault and I'm sorry if you ever thought it was. I'm working to become Harry again. Not Harry Styles. Anyways, I just wanted to give you the appropriate apology and I'm so sorry for calling you out your name. I don't know what came over me and my mum would kill me if she knew I disrespected you in that way. Or any woman really." I finished.

"Thank you Harry. I know the real you. Remember please, I know Harry and not Harry Styles. And just so you know, I am very much so grateful for everything you have given me."

"But I haven't given you anything. I see that now."

"That's not true. You gave me my best friend. You gave me my first true love. You gave me 3 beautiful kids. And most importantly, you gave me your love. It may not have been all the time but that doesn't mean I didn't feel it. And I apologize if I made you feel like you didn't do anything for me because that's not true and I want to thank you." she smiled. That beautiful smile that I don't know how I could ever jeopardize.